It's all about Her

The Summer Without You...

After those precious moments of conversation, the exams came to an end, and soon, the results were announced.

I still remember the feeling of disappointment that hit me when I saw my scores.

It was the lowest I had ever scored in my life.

For someone who was always good at studies, this was a hard pill to swallow.

I knew my mind had been elsewhere during the exams, lost in thoughts of you.

And the low scores are simply the price I paid for spending all my time lost in the beautiful chaos of your thoughts.

And then summer break started, and I realized this was going to be the worst summer I'd ever had.

Normally, summer was a time of freedom and fun, but this time, I just wanted it to end.

I wanted school to start again so I could see you, even if it was just from a distance.

The days felt endlessly long, and every hour apart from you was like a reminder of the quiet, empty routine that had replaced the closeness I felt during those brief moments we shared in class.

I knew where you lived, I had your address but I never had the courage to visit your locality.

Even though I missed you terribly, I couldn't bring myself to do it.

It wasn't about being shy anymore; it was about the fear of breaking the invisible line that kept us connected in school but distant in the real world.

Still, I couldn't stop thinking about you.

Your laughter, Your smile, the way your curls fell out of your ponytail.

I felt like something important had slipped away, and there was no way to get it back until school resumed.

The summer dragged on, and I found myself replaying those last few days of school over and over again in my mind.

Every time I thought of you, my heart felt like it was being pulled in your direction, but I didn't know what to do with these feelings that were growing stronger iby day.

I started to realize it wasn't just admiration anymore.

It was something bigger, something deeper than I had ever felt before.

You were becoming more than just the girl I admired; you were becoming the center of my world.

I got through the summer, clinging to the hope that when school began again, I'd find a way to show you just how much you meant to me.

But for now, all I could do was wait, wait for summer to end, for school to begin, and for the chance to see you again.

And that's how i survived the summer without You...