Shadows At Dawn(Yeo Wonyoung X Female reader)

A CALM SEA

A mistake? You r@ped him Taeju!" I pinch my forehead in frustration, "what we're you even thinking? Never mind don't answer."

" I know... right? I'm... sorry." Taeju looks down.

"Why are you apologising to me?" My voice raises so I take a deep inhale, "forgiving you is completely in Hyung's hands. Actually he shouldn't even forgive you though."

"Ming Ming..." I look at Taeju. True fear is showing up in his eyes, "I-I can't leave him alone.. Euihyun... please I can't live without him. Please talk with him, Y/N please..." i am feeling bad about him now. But I am not the one to feel like it cause Hyung suffered the most here.

"We shouldn't leave Euiyoung in the sudden dad's hands. Can you do anything to bring him back?"

"Well today I'll be in office. We will discuss about it there."

"OK. I'm leaving things in your hands ok? I'll go to the office today." I turn back to go to my room.

"Ming Ming wait." Taeju almost leans on me and sniffs me, "you slept with Wonyoung?"

All of the bloods on my body rushed into my face. I couldn't speak at all. Taeju is staring at me.

"W-what...uhum.. w-well, i- NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!" I go back to my room. I could clearly see a faint smirk appearing in Taeju's face before going back to my room. It took sometimes for my blood flow to become normal.

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This whole thing feels like a Deja vu. Taeju forcing Euihyun, Euiyoung's dad taking him away, I feel like I know everything...

I flip the pages of my diary. Maybe I can find some link here? I started to write a diary almost 2 years ago. I won't be able to pass the day comfortably if I let this feeling be alone.

"I suddenly got Isekaied in the low tide in twilight novel in my birthday. I got kicked out from the very first home here in this world, I meet my favourite couple Taeju and Euihyun."

What? That,.... doesn't make any sense... I wrote it a few days after my birthday. I flip the pages quicker .

"I met Ji-Yeong today, she seems like a nice girl." I know this part.

"I can't get used to with the pheromones outside at all. Guess I am not fit for the world."

Wait .... I completely forgot... I just woke up here one day... I grab my hair in frustration. Why? Am I slowly forgetting everything from the other world?

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"So kidnapping is the option." Gurenge-ah and Taeju comes to a conclusion. I look at their direction.

"What? Who?"

"Ching Ching of course. We are kidnapping him."

"I didn't mean that when I told you to bring him back." I sigh. It will piss hyung off more, "take your time with hyung ok? And then do whatever to bring Euiyoung back. After all, I don't have much plan in my mind either." I know Euiyoung will try to come back to hyung anyways.
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Wonyoung Wonyoung.... I don't know what's she thinking... she became distant. Buying us snacks is OK but no talking to me like before. Maybe I was right? She actually lost interest huh.... I should totally forget about these.

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One two three four,  graps are sour. I hate staying here alone. Euiyoung gone, Taeju took hyung with him for now. I don't want to be alone here. Let's go outside.

"Hey Y/N, how're you?" Let's say I do have a companion till now. I stand beside Haesung hyung.

"Boring hyung, very boring." My lip corners curled down, "How about you? Anything about the job you're looking for?"

A deep sigh escapes his throat as he takes a cigarette and pause, "you smoke?" I shake my head so he puts the cigarette back in his pocket. A true definition of a gentleman.

"Where's Euihyun hyung? He doesn't usually go around except taking and bringing Euiyoung back from school."

"Hm... he's with Taeju hyung for now." This is awkward. To say the man he got rejected from and still has feeling for is with another man.....  Haesung Hyung's smiley face drops a bit.

"Are they really a thing?"

"Not now but probably. Don't worry, Taeju isn't half bad of what you think you know...." He has to know though that he's not the male lead here.

I pause a bit. I'm not the main lead here too....

"You know, I really hate Euiyoung's dad for taking him away from hyung. He is just a nuisance." I agree with him.

"Yes, a good guy won't leave his child in the difficult time and come back in his good times."

I hope Taeju takes care of everything like he did in the Mahwa. I also hope I don't slowly forget who I really am.

This evening will be boring.

"Hyung, let's order something and have dinner together. Ok?"

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The dinner removed both of our monotony. Will we ever go back to the time when me, hyung, Euiyoung, Haesung hyung used to had dinner in one table often? When sometimes Ji-Yeong was invited, will we? Things are changing rapidly and so is our paths. Soon Hyung and Euiyoung will move to Taeju's apartment. Haesung hyung will leave after getting a job too. Ji-Yeong is trying to find a fixed job too. Wonyoung won't be a friend after we slept together.  I'll be all alone. Who knows what will happen In the future ahead of me? How can I live this life alone again? What about my world?

There are so much questions in my mind. I get up. If somehow I leave this world and the original owner of the body comes back, she must be confused. This diary will sure help her out right?

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I wake up before the alarm rings. The night was sure so frustrating. Guess what else happened? Once you have sex you get kind of addicted to it, at least at first. Especially when your partner was a person like Yeo Wonyoung . Embarrassing but yesterday night I felt Very hot.

Dark circles under my eyes popped up well. I take my glasses. With glasses, it doesn't seem so bad. That's why I love my glasses. The only reason to love them.

Another day begins. A bad start right? Who knows what is ahead of me, is it bad too? I lived for like 2 years here without having much troubles. (Except I killed 5 people and stuffs happened). But Isekaied life isn't much easy. Is this the same for me? I do have some bad feeling though.

I hit my head. Probably not, this is not someone's writing you know. It'll all be fine. I'm not the 'Y/N' here to have a miserable life. Till now I protected myself and even without a family, I'm pretty ok. Wonyoung came to my life but she probably left too. I'm just a girl caught on some weird stuffs. There won't be anything I should worry about.

..........Or........ should I?