I laid beside Rip as the others slept in their bunks. and I knew he was awake so I rolled over and curled up as close as I could with my big belly.
"are you okay baby?" I asked
"define okay?" he asked
"wanna talk about it?" I asked
He lowered his voice to where it was barely a whisper and he let everything all out.as I laid there rubbing his chest while he held me close and rubbed my shoulder.
I gave my input on a whole lot of the things and we talked everything out.
"what are we gonna name him?" he asked coming to the question of our unborn son
"what would you like to name him?" I asked
"Koa Denis Wheeler" he says
"is that part of your brother's name?" I asked
"yeah. his name was Denis" he says
" I really like it" say
"Koa means warrior" he added
"which is what he'll be in this world" I commented
"just like his brother" he says
"and father" I replied
"yeah... but hopefully better" he says
I lifted up and looked at him.
"stop critizing yourself Rip, you're an amazing man. who is someone I am extremely proud to have as a stepfather to my oldest son and birth father to my youngest son. hell I'll be proud to have more sons and some daughters with you" I say
"How the fuck in all my fucked up life did I ever deserve you?" he asked
" I guess a higher up saw you needed a saving grace and brought me into your world" I say
" and I thank him every fucing day for doing that" he says
"I thank him too for you and Cal as well as Koa" I say
He smiled before he lightly pulled me down to kiss him. which led to us quietly making love before we redressed and cuddled right back up and drifted off to sleep.
The following morning I went and got cleaned up before I came back out hearing
"honestly RIp how the fuck did you get that one. I mean I heard everything you said to each other and how dedicated and devoted she is I want that in my life" one of the guys say
"she's my saving Grace that a higher up knew I needed." he replied before he looked over seeing me
"and he's mine" I replied walking over to RIp and creasing his face before I softly kiss him as he holds me carefully.
"lets get to work boys" Rip says
after they all fall out I stand there looking at him.
"don't beat his ass to hard for hearing our conversation. its a bunk house nothing not ever a low whisper could be kept hidden" I say
He smirks before he kisses me.
"which means they heard you maoning and crying my name while begging for more" he commented
"and they heard your grunts and your please for mercy" I replied
he stopped smiling and I started smirking.
"I'm gonna kill 'em" he says
"now daddy. place nice with the others" I say
he just gives me one look and wanna ravish him so fucking good.
"love you" I say
"love you too" he says kissing me then squatting to kiss my belly before he got up and walked out to go work.
