Change Me (Camila Cabello & Jack Gilinsky)

Twenty Five

Jack

I walked back into my room and saw Camila and she just stood there, frozen.

"You okay?" I stepped closer to her and reached out to touch her but she stepped back.

"Don't touch me." She whispered.

"What's wrong?"

"J-just leave me alone Jack." I furrowed my eyebrows at her.

All I did was leave the room for five minutes and it's like she a complete different person.

"Why are you being like this? What's the matter?"

"Ask Madison." She mumbled, pushing past me.

I pulled my eyebrows together and followed her.

"What are you talking about?"

The problem was that I knew exactly what she was talking about, I-I fucked up.

Camila

"You know what I'm talking about." I muttered.

"I-I didn't ask for those pictures she just...sent them, Camila its not what it looks like-"

"Really? Cause that's not what it looked like to me."

"Camila, listen to me stop walking away from me." He grabbed my hand.

A shiver ran down my spine but I tried to ignore it.

I yanked it away and turned to face him.

"H-how could you?" I asked him.

"Camila, I didn't ask for those pictures of her. I swear to God. S-she must have been drunk or-"

"Where you sober when you got them?" His face fell.

"Camila, you know I've been trying to quit but-"

"So you lied to me?"

"It's hard to quit at what the hell you're addicted to and-"

"Enough Jack, I-I can't believe you'd do this to me-"

"I didn't ask her for naked pictures and I-I just need you to support me and be there for me, alright Camila?!"

"What about me?" I asked him, raising my voice like he was.

"Huh?" I asked again, "I-I know you love me and all, don't get me wrong but why can't for once you support me?" I looked into his eyes for an answer, but I couldn't find one.

They were dark.

"I've been nothing but supportive for you. Hell, you're more successful than me Camila and I'm jealous of course but that doesn't mean I'm proud and-"

"I'm not talking about just that." I cut him off.

He pulled his eyebrows together and reached out to touch my cheek but I backed away a step.

"Today has been 3 months since my mom died, I-I just needed your comfort today and you didn't even barely notice I was upset."

"Because you weren't Camila, I still saw a sparkle in your eye and your smile was just as big as usual, you didn't stare blankly for long periods of time, or speak quieter than usual, you didn't-"

"B-because I forgot Jack, h-how could I forget it was three months today?! I-I'm a terrible daughter I-I'm sorry, I-I gotta go."

I rushed for the front door and Jack chased after me.

"Where the hell do you think you're going?" Jack followed me, calling out my name.

But before he could try to get in the car, I drove off.

-

Jack

"Jesus, I'm always picking up your lost ass." I said the second Camila got in the car.

"I parked it at Andreas and went on a walk...sorry I don't know every little street in Los Angeles." She glared, mumbling.

"Camila, I'm not mad."

"All I ever feel like is th-that I'm not good enough for you."

"What the hell are you talking about of course you're good enough for me. You're sounding crazy right now."

"Jack....would you ever cheat on me?"

We stopped at a red light, and I turned to her with my eyebrows scrunched together.

"Where the fuck are you getting these ideas?"

"Answer the question."

I pursed my lips and shook my head.

"I would never fucking cheat on the love of my life that would have to be the stupidest mistake to ever be made."

"I just-never mind." She mumbled.

"You can tell me anything Mila, I'll listen."

"Is it true you and Andrea were like a thing?"

I furrowed my eyebrows together, honestly I don't really remember having anything with Andrea, I just shrugged.

"Look, I've had a lot of things with a lot of girls. That's my past, you're the only girl I want. I promise."

-

"I love you." I smiled at Camila.

"Same, I mean who wouldn't love me?" She laughed as I frowned at her.

"You little shit I was trying to be romantic but you turned all Kanye." She laughed even more than before.

"I love you too, Jack." She chuckled.

"When do you have to leave exactly....Ya know, to go home?"

Camila sighed, "Two weeks."

"How are we going to be left....like what are we going to do? What about us."

"I-I don't know."

"I want to still be with you..you know that right?" She looked at me and nodded.

"But....long distance never works out, you know?" She sighed again.

"Why can't you just get a house out here? Don't you like it here?"

"Of course I do, I mean the girls and I have talked about living all together but we aren't exactly sure."

"Move here." I shrugged.

"It's not that easy, Jack."

"I wish it was."

She sighed, "I do too."

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