Camila
Sam said he had something important to tell me, so I walked down the hallway to his room and knocked once, then let myself in.
He was laying on his bed, casually with his laptop sitting on his chest scrolling through things.
"Soooo, what's up?" I asked sitting on the edge of his bed.
"Well," he smiled stretching the word and closing his laptop shut.
"We are going on tour." Sam simply smiled.
"We?" I questioned feeling a bit uncomfortable.
"Look, Jack&Jack, Nate Nash, Matt and a couple other guys, and some girls were planning on going on a tour. This weekend."
Wait, so he's just gonna tell me that he's going on tour, for who knows how long, and expect me to be fine about it and I can just magically go without anything to worry about?
I can't do that, I have therapy, support group, stage fright again.
"No, no, no, no, no Sam I can't do it I-"
"Camz, it's fine you don't even have to preform alone, you're just coming along for the fun of it. Mom said you can go." He insisted.
The thing is that, Sam doesn't remember the other night at that party, he doesn't know about my mother or any of that and I can't be more relieved.
"Is this on like...a tour bus or something? And how many people on one bus? How many stops will we make? How long will we be on tour?"
Millions of questions kept pouring out of my mouth until Sam cut me off by putting a finger to his lips.
"It is on a tour bus, I have a list of people going, this will only be a few weeks Camz, everything is going to be great and you'll have an awesome time. I promise."
Don't make promises you can't keep Sam.
-
I am hella nervous for this whole tour thing, meeting new people will give me anxiety and I don't know if I'm reading to be swarmed by fans.
I know they will bring up my mother.
And I know I can't avoid that topic forever, but I chose to deal with that and talk about it later.
"Sam, I want to know the people on this...this tour thing." I said, I literally have two days to get ready to go on this thing...thanks for the heads up Sam.
"Here," Sam turned his laptop screen to face me and it had a list of famous youtubers and social media stars.
Cameron Dallas, Nash Grier, Hayes Grier, Matthew Espinosa, Carter Reynolds, Maggie Lindemenn, Shawn Mendes, Beau Ferguson, Jack&Jack, Madison Beer, Sam Wilkinson, Andrea Russett, Cade Brooks
(A/N: Cade Brooks is not a real youtuber.. Teenage Matthew Lawrence will be played as Cade so peace)
Madison is going?
There is no way.
"I'm not going if Madison is going." I protested.
"The fuck, yes you are." Sam demanded.
"The fuck, no I'm not." I sassed marching out of Sam's room.
"Yes you are Camz, you're going and that's final." Sam followed after me.
"I will not be going because that monster humiliated me in front of everyone! How do you know she won't do it again?" I snapped.
"Humiliated you?" Oh shit, I forgot Sam didn't remember.
"It's nothing..I'm just not going if she is. I can make my own decision."
"But who cares about her? You won't even know she's there you'll have Andrea, and me and the Jacks-"
"Gilinsky hates me, there's another reason to not go because who knows how he will react to me going."
Jack
I let myself into Sam's house and heard yelling from upstairs.
I walked up the steps and saw Sam and Camila arguing in the hallway.
"Jack does not hate you, Madison won't humiliate you, nothing bad is going to happen Camz, why are you breathing so heavily?" Sam asked her, I just watched Camila pacing around the hallway with her hair balled up in her fists.
"Don't you dare say 'nothing bad is going to happen' you can't make promises you can't keep okay?" Camila said frantic.
She thinks I hate her?
What an understatement.
"Just go with to the damn tour." I rolled my eyes.
Camila and Sam both looked at me and I shrugged.
"Come on, you know you want to." I folded my arms across my chest.
I don't want Camila to come with on the tour, but that doesn't mean if she's going I won't go.
I'm encouraging her and insisting on it because I know if I were her I'd be in the same scared situation but I'll just let Madison know she needs to lay off. Everything I will be fine.
She's just overthinking this all when really this could end up being the best summer ever.
I do not want to spend a few weeks on a bus with Camila, but if I just tune her out I may just be fine.
I mean, look at her she looks scared and is no way fine with staying back here while we're gone.
×××××××××××××
Sorry for such a short chapter, but next one will be better don't worry!
What do you guys think of Jack encouraging Camila?
I'm so excited for the next few chapters guys AHHH!!
12 reads, 6 votes for next chapter!
