Change Me (Camila Cabello & Jack Gilinsky)

Twelve

Jack

She is so beautiful.

She is a work of art, a graceful beautiful human being.

"Jack...why are you staring at me?"

I didn't realize I was staring at her, and my cheeks reddened.

Camila smiled sweetly at me and went back to eating her breakfast.

I want to ask her on a date...but I'm not sure if I'm ready honestly.

"Didn't know there was a little date going on." I rolled my eyes at the voice.

Cade.

"Shut up." Camila laughed lightly.

He shrugged.

I don't like the way he looks at her, in fact I hate it.

"Well, if you don't mind." I smiled probably like a sarcastic asshole, but I didn't care.

Cade smiled back the same, "Goodbye Camila, see you around."

I wanted to knock him on his ass, wipe the smirk off his face.

"Jack, you okay?"

Camila was looking down at my hands, I was clenching my fork so hard, my knuckles were white.

"Yeah, better than okay." I grinned.

If anything, I'm petrified.

-

Camila

I stood backstage as everyone else was answering fan questions, sitting all together at a big long table on stage at the event.

"Yes, girl in the green sweatshirt!" I heard I think it was Nash, say into the microphone.

It was a girl who looked maybe thirteen or fourteen, eager to ask her question.

"Is it true Gilinsky is dating Camila Cabello?" She yelled up to the table.

Immediately, the crowd erupted in mumbles and whispers, I looked at Jack and he was nervously scratching the back of his neck.

His cheeks were reddening, and all eyes were on him.

Every pair in the room, which is a lot of eyes actually.

He cleared his throat in the microphone and looked the girl in the eyes.

"No, why would you think that?" He chuckled, acting as if dating me would be the silliest thing in the world.

It actually kind of hurt, his reaction did, because it's as if I am some sort of joke to him.

Like I'm nothing more than a simple joke.

"It doesn't look like it!" A girl yelled in the crowd.

Jack laughed, and glanced at Madison out of the corner of his eye.

"Wait, are you still with Madison?!" Someone else yelled.

Well damn.

"Guys, guys, calm down. I'm not dating anyone," Jack glanced at Madison again.

"I'm single." He finished, the way he looked at Madison gave me such an uneasy feeling, it made me uncomfortable in fact.

It hurt me, it....it almost felt like a slap in the face.

What if he does go back to her? Then what will happen?

I mean, he still kissed her last night, and she obviously still wants him if she's gonna kiss him.