I'm tired of always failing
Tired of letting everyone down
I'm tired of all the darkness
And the people I've hurt somehow
This is my right to die
I'm all alone
No more tears to cry
End all the suffering
It's not selfish
When every step I'm fumbling
All chances of peace
And I don't fucking care in the least
Do you think I like asking
Everyone for constant help
I'm not trying to get your pity
I'm just trying to get out of my own hell
I go days without eating
Just so I don't have to be around
Yet somehow I'm in your space
I'm just so selfish and out of bounds
Let me open up to you
And share with you something too true
There's no mote trying anymore
My life is full of slamming doors
And if you disagree
Then go back to fucking hating me
Because I'd rather die all alone
Than act the way you have shown
This is my right to die
I'm all alone
No more tears to cry
End all the suffering
It's not selfish
When every step I'm fumbling
All chances of peace
And I don't fucking care in the least
How many times do I have to try
Before somebody starts to wonder why!?
How loud do I have scream!?
For everyone to just stay the fuck away from me!
Don't act like you fucking care
Don't act like you know how to repair me
Screaming
Clawing
Gasping
To get a fucking breath!
Crying
Wailing
Bleeding
I'm about done with it!
I've always tried within myself
If you don't believe me
I'll see you in hell!
This is my right to die
I'm all alone
No more tears to cry
End all the suffering
It's not selfish
When every step I'm fumbling
All chances of peace
And I don't fucking care in the least
It's almost over!
Without life I will finally breathe
It's almost over!
One last thing to make you see
It's almost over!
No more nightmares; soon I'll be free
It's almost over!
No more chances to let my heart bleed
It's over.
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The Blackened Bible
PuisiThe Blackened Bible is an autobiography using lyrics and poetry. This is the unabridged version, in which the narration has not been removed. "...Let it be known that this is a submersion, an adaptation of a corrupted mind to paper. Come. Read. Let...
