Do you know how heavy a soul can be?
What's the price of your pity?
I'm sorry but you don't understand me
You don't even know who I am
What I'm ashamed of; what I've done
I can't stop my thoughts from racing
But I don't want anything but my thoughts pacing
Because I crave the conflict
I love feeling sick
Try to fill my exposed rift
I guess it's just what I'm used to;
I distance myself
And make sure I don't get close to you
It keeps my heart beat cold
It keeps my heart beat strong
(Enter my dreams; )
I'm fucking holding out again!
I feel so pushed over the edge
There's no relief inside my head
I feel so complicated...
I want to hate everything
I want everyone and everything to hate me...
Forever drifting alone in my darkness
Does my cruelty leave you breathless?
I don't own the soul I've corrupted...
Sometimes I get so caught up in acting like a "normal" person
I don't even know what I'm actually feeling
This is the moment of my weakness
I can feel the eyes creep over me again
And I've seen his face!
(Enter my fears; )
I'm fucking holding out again!
I feel so pushed over the edge
There's no relief inside my head
I feel so complicated...
It's just so complicated...
The Darkness;
It penetrates me
It desecrates me
It unleashes me
I crave the way it stings
A baptism of blood from fire
The same flames that kindle desire
Do we know what our sins will cost?
Not caring about what humanity is lost
I bred a lust to fulfil their thoughts
(Enter my strife ;)
(Enter my life ;)
I'm fucking holding out again!
I feel so pushed over the edge
There's no relief inside my head
I feel so complicated...
It owns me
It's just so complicated...
He owns me
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The Blackened Bible
PoesíaThe Blackened Bible is an autobiography using lyrics and poetry. This is the unabridged version, in which the narration has not been removed. "...Let it be known that this is a submersion, an adaptation of a corrupted mind to paper. Come. Read. Let...
