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Do you know how heavy a soul can be?

What's the price of your pity?

I'm sorry but you don't understand me

You don't even know who I am

What I'm ashamed of; what I've done

I can't stop my thoughts from racing

But I don't want anything but my thoughts pacing

Because I crave the conflict

I love feeling sick

Try to fill my exposed rift

I guess it's just what I'm used to;

I distance myself

And make sure I don't get close to you

It keeps my heart beat cold

It keeps my heart beat strong

(Enter my dreams; )

I'm fucking holding out again!

I feel so pushed over the edge

There's no relief inside my head

I feel so complicated...

I want to hate everything

I want everyone and everything to hate me...

Forever drifting alone in my darkness

Does my cruelty leave you breathless?

I don't own the soul I've corrupted...

Sometimes I get so caught up in acting like a "normal" person

I don't even know what I'm actually feeling

This is the moment of my weakness

I can feel the eyes creep over me again

And I've seen his face!

(Enter my fears; )

I'm fucking holding out again!

I feel so pushed over the edge

There's no relief inside my head

I feel so complicated...

It's just so complicated...

The Darkness;

It penetrates me

It desecrates me

It unleashes me

I crave the way it stings

A baptism of blood from fire

The same flames that kindle desire

Do we know what our sins will cost?

Not caring about what humanity is lost

I bred a lust to fulfil their thoughts

(Enter my strife ;)

(Enter my life ;)

I'm fucking holding out again!

I feel so pushed over the edge

There's no relief inside my head

I feel so complicated...

It owns me

It's just so complicated...

He owns me

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