The Blackened Bible

How

How do I tell her she's no longer just a friend?

How do I tell her she's becoming the reason I want to love again?

How do I tell her any of this? Not just how; but when?

How do I tell her that I'm a little scared this is a place I've already been?

And last time it didn't end so kind...

How do I tell her that she makes me feel like I'm losing my mind?

But I don't mind it's even kind of nice.

The way she makes me feel ok;

Is just enough for me today!

I don't want to put my heart out there

But she's making it so hard to fair

And I don't want to make a fool out of myself

But I don't wanna loose this chance for myself

I know she can't be mine

I know she holds another's love above mine

But I know the way she begs

And I know the things she puts inside my head

How do I tell her she' becoming the reason I can tolerate the light?

How do I tell her she' becoming the reason I can finally sleep at night?

How do I tell her she's becoming the reason I want to make love instead of fight?

How do I tell her as long as she is in my arms I feel everything will be alright?

Is she gonna rip my heart out

And hold it over my head?

She's got me thinking;

This is a girl I could share my name with

I know she can't be mine

I wish she would give me a sign

She knows she don't have to beg

You can find me between her legs

I know she can't be mine

I know she holds another's love above mine

But I know the way she begs

And I know the things she puts inside my head

How do I tell her that I need her now?

How do I tell her that I don't know how

To be what I wish I could be for her now...