The Blackened Bible

Afraid to Cry

You know it's almost been a year since you left me

I didn't know that this would still feel so heavy

Every day you cross my mind

You would think that it's about time...

To move on?

Every fucking day just

Drags on

You can't fathom the

Damage you've done

I just wish I could

Go numb...

And even after all this time...

I still find it hard to sleep at night

I'm a little embarrassed to admit I still cry

Everything else just feels like a lie

I'm not ashamed to yell, "Fuck you!"

But I know I may deserve every minute of my pain

I'm not sure who was lied to

But my loss seemed like your gain!

Tell me is he as good as you hoped?

I hope the ride was worth the heart you broke

Did he get intimate with the side I know?

I hope he shoved it down your throat...

After all this time...

I still can't sleep at night

I'm not afraid to cry

It was always a lie...

After all this time...

I still can't sleep at night

I'm not afraid to cry

It was always a lie...

I'm not ashamed to yell, "Fuck you!"

(I'm not afraid to die)

But I know I may deserve every minute of my pain

(I'm not afraid to cry...

I'm not afraid to die

I'm not afraid to cry...)