A gave myself a scar today
and I laid it on my face
because I never want to forget what you meant to me
because I'm afraid to face myself
and I can't help but think the worst
It's the rawest I've ever felt
It reminds me of who I was
And a tear with the guilt
But at least i felt once...
And I cant stop the constant pain
I wish you were still my clarity
because now without you here
I can't face down all my fears
The tears, they come rolling
And the blood flowing
They hit the sink the same
And my choices
For the voices
They mock me anyways
They mock me anyways
It mocks me all the same!
I can't decide to hate it
Or fucking crave it
You all look at me the same
Inside im fighting
But slowly dying
Laugh at me again
And the razor
Becomes braver
It goes deeper in again.
They mock me anyways
It mocks me all the same!
because I'm afraid to face myself
and I can't help but think the worst
It's the rawest I've ever felt
It reminds me of who I was
And a tear with the guilt
But at least i felt...
Felt just once...
And only if it comes with blood
At least i felt just once
A gave myself a scar today
and I laid it on my face
because I never want to forget what you meant to me...
YOU ARE READING
The Blackened Bible
PoesíaThe Blackened Bible is an autobiography using lyrics and poetry. This is the unabridged version, in which the narration has not been removed. "...Let it be known that this is a submersion, an adaptation of a corrupted mind to paper. Come. Read. Let...
