Incognito Book 2

73 - Peace

CALEB'S POV

Swear mi have the best view in the world. I snap several photos of her. Completely in awe.

I'm finally feeling this overwhelming sense of peace. Like I can finally put up my foot dem and rest.

All the chest pieces have fallen into place. Fina-fuck-ingly.

As I admire Jayda I start thinking.... What if God is a woman?

Weh Shaggy did say again?

So amazing how this world was made
I wonder if GOD is a woman
The gift of life astounds me to this day
I give it up for the woman
She's the constant wind that fills my sail
Oh that woman
With her smile and her style, my
She'll protect like a child
That's a woman

'Cause Jah know how mi woman do it? Mi affi ask myself the question over and over.

No matter how much time she gets knocked down she gets up and brush off herself.

7 times fall, 7 times rise.

How has she lost so much and bounce right up back. Just a day ago she was crying, depressed and not eating.

Now she's here taking care of our baby girl.

Our perfect little girl, with the brightest eyes. Those eyes, that have been brightening up my day.

One Jayda enuh.

"How yuh suh strong?" I direct the question to my wife.

She adjusts our daughter who she's been trying to get to latch on for the longest "Wid wah Caleb?"

I clear my throat, clearing away all the emotions from my voice "Just deh yah admire yuh."

She looks up and smiles "After yuh just witness mi pumpum tear out so wide?"

She nuh know that mek me admire her even more after she bring mi pickney inna this world?

We both chuckle "And yuh know normally mi love when a me a the one weh a buss it open but just this once- considering the circumstances mi nuh mind."

She fans me off "Behave. A that's why we inna this situation again"

I lean down and kiss her lips she smiles into the kiss. "Feel like me would a marry yuh all over again."

When I let her go she's blushing, she covers her face with her free arm that's not cradling Xahari's face.

Xahari Jenna Royal.

Pronounced Za-ha-ri.

I asked her mom why she couldn't just spell it Zahari and she tell me say the spelling with the X unique and nicer.

Mi nuh fancy like she suh me bite me lips.

I was on team Caylee but Jayda say Caylee Jenna sound like Kylie Jenner too much and she nuh like that.

I told her to name the baby Jayla and again she run me say she want sumn with a deep meaning. Me tell her some other names until she get fed up and then she shut me up with all of my other suggestions.

She tell me say a she carry the baby fi nine months. Like me never a carry my sperms fi thirty add years.

Yuh see after she tell me what the name means I couldn't even object to it. Her name Xahari means God remembers. And boy does he remember.

The Jenna is off her mom obviously. That I definitely couldn't argue with either.

"Caleb." Jayda sniffles snapping me from my thoughts.