Incognito Book 2

42 - Shame

JAYDA'S POV

I don't know how long I've been in this position crying, but I can't seem to stop.

My intuition has been eating away at me for months that sumn was off and I ignored it.

Honestly me lose offa Caleb, I always say 'ohh he would never.'

But it look like yuh can't put yuh head pan the block fi man.

Mi get up everyday a talk bout my man, my man. When he's been embarrassing me.

Have this girl a laugh at me and have me out here a look like a fool.

Small fingers touch my shoulders followed by my son's tiny voice. "Mommy why are you crying?"

Sigh, mi never want him fi see me like this.

I look up at him. "No mommy's just feeling sick."

Technically it's not a lie.

His face is filled with worry. "Come lay down mommy."

I shake my head already trying to get up. "No come lets get breakfast"

"I can make my own cereal mommy ." He's keenly watching me. "You lay down."

He's already so caring. Hear mi big son.

"Mommy's good" I reassure him.

I gather Lani and Lynn and we all go down to the kitchen.

I make them breakfast and for once Lynn doesn't give me a fight. She sits quietly and calmly eats her breakfast.

"Wherez daddiee?" Lynn asks.

I shrug "I don't know."

And frankly right now I don't even care.

CHANEL'S POV

"Eli stop nuh and mine yuh put hickey pan me neck."

He starts sucking harder. Doing exactly what I told him not to do.

That's definitely gonna leave a mark.

He stops with a smug smile.

"Prefer me did tell yuh do it. Cause look how yuh do the opposite a weh me tell yuh." I complain.

He sticks his hand under my shirt rubbing my sensitive nipples "Who yuh nuh want see them?"

I roll my eyes "I just hate seeing them."

Nuh like see big people a walk round wid hickey pan dem neck.

"Mhmm."

He has his head under my shirt sucking on my other nipple.

I don't remember what I was complaining about.

He slides my under wear down. "Love how yuh nuh like clothes. Nah fi tek off a bagga things fi reach the promise land."