What happened between us

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We watched movies and In the middle of the movie I had fallen asleep

JADEN POV

I kept looking over at autumn during the movie feeling guilty for what I said earlier. I dont know what they wanted me to say?? That id choose the girl if been madly in love with since 1st grade and doesn't know or the girl I've been with for 2 years.

I never wanted to be with Ava but something at that baseball camp made me realize a lot of stuff. So heres my side of What happened between us

2 years ago

I was at baseball camp for both girls and boys between the ages 10-16. I was so excited to go but also sad autumn wouldn't be with me. Ive been in love with autumn for probably my entire life since we were inseparable from the beginning, but I finally realized I was in love with her when we were in 1st grade when she gave me a little kiss on my birthday. She had led me under our favorite tree and gave me a baseball cap and a card with a note saying "love you to the moon and back" with a picture of us and when I was going to tell her thank you she kisses me. It was a small peck on the lips but to me it felt like we were already meant to be together. From that day on I knew i had to make her mine and I wasn't going to give up until she was. that was until I went to baseball camp and met Ava. I had told Ava and everybody else about autumn and about how beautiful and precious autumn was to me and showed them a picture of us and they all told me I'd have her one day except Ava. She had said if she really loved me she would've told me already instead of "using" me. Ava's words had really got to me and I had spent the whole night looking at a picture of me and autumn I had brought to help distract the lonely feeling I had without her. As the days had passed Ava kept going on about how autumn didn't deserve me and how manipulative she was. I admit I was getting pissed off that she kept talking about her like that especially since she doesn't know her. Not like me. On the last day at camp Ava pulled me into her tent and confessed she really liked and maybe even loved me. I was shocked at her words considering we'd only known each other for a week but she told me she knew what she felt for me was real and that she'd treat me better than autumn and pulled me into a kiss. I didn't even understand what she was doing until she had pulled away. Did I just cheat on autumn? I thought to myself. I stayed quiet for a bit until she asked me "so? What do you think of me?" I stared down at my feet wanting to run back home into autumns arms and never leave her again.
"I-..autumn-" I try saying before she cuts me off "omg Jaden can't you see she's only using you? She doesn't love you but I do" she then says grabbing my cheek. I looked at her not saying anything until she kisses me again and this time I kiss her back.

We gave each other our numbers and when I got home my dad had gotten my bags and me and my mom walked up the drive way "do you wanna go say hi to autumn she's really missed you this past week" my mom says stopping in her footsteps. I looked at her window and seen her fairy lights on and smiled to myself and then quickly faded. I know we aren't together but kissing Ava felt like I cheated on her. "Oh I'll go over later I just really need to take a shower" I lied walking inside my house. That night Ava wanted to FaceTime which was wierd to me cause I've never really FaceTimed anyone before. If me and autumn missed each other we'd easily sneak out our windows and into the others so there was no need to FaceTime. Ava kept going on about how much she missed me and how she loved and and I just laughed hoping my family couldn't hear me. I was laughing at something she said until I heard something outside making me shush Ava and look out. It was autumn walking back towards her house and climbing up to her window. Had she seen me on the phone with Ava? A wave of quilt instantly came over me and I told Ava I had to go and I stayed up all night thinking about autumn. After that day autumn never tried talking to me and our friendship was gone.