What happened between us

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Autumns POV

I still had 20 more minutes to walk back home and stop when I got a familiar feeling. My chest started pounding and my breathes got faster.

I have had a bad panic attack for a couple months and it strayed when I was still far away from my house.

I fell on my knees and sat down against a tree holding my mouth trying to breath but It was so hard to focus

I heard my phone ringing and immediately checked and seen it was jaden

                                Jay⚾️🤍

  Autumn please come back

  Where are you??

  Please I need to talk to you

  I broke up with Ava please autumn

  I'm sorry you had to see that but just
  Know me and her are done

  Please answer me

  Autumn please I'm really worried

  It's late you shouldn't be walking alone
  At least send your location or a text

  Please autumn I'm so fucking worried

I picked up his call and immediately heard him

"Autumn fuck please come back I ne-" he says in a panicked tone "j-jaden-....please help me..." I say sobbing "AUTUMN WHAT ARE YOU OKAY WHERE ARE YOU?!" He says yelling "I-i-i I'm next to the forest...please it h-hurts" I says grabbing my chest

"Okay okay I'm going just stay on the phone with me!!" He says

I hear him turn on a car through the phone and I keep grunting cause how bad it is "autumn are you having a panic attack?!?" "M- yes-... please hurry I'm scared" I say holding onto the floor now "fuck okay I'm going as fast as I can" I hear the sound of a car speeding my way "I can hear you-..." I say seeing the bright headlights "okay okay I see you hold on" he says hanging up and pulling over

He quickly got out of the car and ran towards me "AUTUMN! Love are you okay??" He says holding my shoulders "it hurts jaden" I says holding my chest "fuck okay cmon" he says picking me up and putting me down in the backseat and sitting down with me

"It's okay I've got you, I've got you" he says holding me and rocking "cmon just breath in...and out....in....and out okay?" He says doing it. I copied him and we didn't this for a couple minutes until my heart beats were normal again and my breathing slowed down

I rested my head in his neck and felt him rest his against mine "I'm so glad you're okay,.. I was so worried" he says placing a kiss on my head making my body relax

We stayed there for a bit until he adjusted himself "okay we should get you home it's getting late and you need to rest" he says opening the car door and holding out his hand

I took it and he opened the passenger side door and closed it. "What about Jayla and Javon?" I say quietly "I told Jayla what happend and she gave me her keys. Her and Javon are gonna get a ride from a friend" he says making me nod

He began driving us back home and he held my hand the whole time rubbing small circles. We pulled up to my driveway and he got out and opens my door "careful" he says helping me up "jay I'm okay seriously" I say chuckling a bit "I'm just making sure your ankle is okay" he says holding my waist

I'll admit my ankle was hurting a bit but I could still walk

We went upstairs to my room and I instantly laid down "tired?" Jaden says kneeling in front of me carefully taking off my heels "yeah bad day" I say not realizing my words.

Jaden stayed quiet and I looked down at my hands "I'm sorry" "I'm sorry" we both say looking at each other and smiling a bit

"autumn...I'm sorry for almost kissing you...I understand if it made you uncomfortable and then walking in on my and ava..." he says looking up at me

"It's okay really I ts not that I was uncomfortable it's just I didn't want you to have the quilt of thinking you were a cheater...which I know your now since you guys have- well we're together for almost 3 years I overreacted Is all" I say looking at him

We stayed quiet for a second until he grabbed my hand and rubbed it "I promise I'll make it up to you." He says giving me a small smile

"I should get changed for bed" I says standing up "oh yeah sorry I'll leave so you can go ahead and do that goodnight autum-" he try's saying before I grab his hand

"Stay I don't mind" I say nervously "o-okay" he says taking off his costume which had shorts and a white tee under

I changed into my white lace tank top and my blue shorts and made sure my ass wasn't sticking out before coming out of the bathroom. Jaden was laying down with his hands behind his head making his biceps stick out

I got in bed and stared up at the ceiling and the only thing you could hear was our soft breathing. It stayed like that for a couple seconds until I hear him shift his body facing me. I smiled and turned my body so our faces were inches apart.

He smiled at me and moved a stand of my hair behind my ear then rubbing my neck slowly.
"Your so beautiful autumn" he says looking at me

"Your so handsome jay" I say rubbing his cheek. We stared into each others eyes until his dropped to my lips and mine dropped to his.

He leaned in until he stopped and I could tell he was nervous "it's okay I want this" I say leaning in and kissing him

He kissed me back and wrapped his fingers in my hair pulling me closer. I felt his tongue asking for permission and once I did he shifted his body and got on top of me

Soon after he went down to my neck and started sucking on it making me throw my head back
"oh jaden" I let a moan slip.

I felt so embarrassed that was all it took but jaden had been the only boy I've kissed or been kissed by and it was rare so of course I was happy

I heard him chuckle adjusted himself "is that all it takes for you sweet girl?" He says before kissing my neck again "mhm I'm not used to these kinda things" I say feeling him suck on my skin harder "good" he says before taking off his shirt

(They don't have sex btw just a harmless make out. But I want y'all's opinion, should I write a smut or no. I want to know how y'all feel)