Why me? Finished

10.

I woke up to the feeling of someone caressing my cheek. I hummed into the feeling as I moved closer to the warmth beside me
"Good morning " I heard him say in a husky morning voice and I just snuggled my face in to his neck
"God morning " I smiled.
We had taken a shower before we went to sleep so the only scent I could smell now was the hotel soap and the scent of San. Oh I could get use to this.
We laid cuddled up to each other, none of us wanting to let go. We both knew we had to though.
"San" I whispered
He hummed in response
"Last night"
"Yea?"
"It was really nice"
He kissed my forehead and hugged me tightly
"I feel so safe with you"
"I really liked it too" if that wasn't obvious enough last night

Wooyoung pov

We both had to go back to our lives I knew that. He was leaving in a few weeks and they had to do all these preparations. This was probably the last time we would see each other.
It was hard, I didn't want him to leave. I wanted him to meet my friends, my mom. I want to hold his hand when we walked outside and kiss him without anyone judging us. Would that time ever come?

Not now.

I didn't go home right away, I went for a walk and started thinking about how our relationship never could be like everyone else's. Could we do this. I would wait for him I hoped he knew that.

I went to my mom's house not wanting to be alone.
She was cooking and I went up to her hugging her.
"Is something wrong" she asked and I just let out a sigh.
We ate and talked, she really was my best friend. She listened to my worries, she didn't say much but it felt comforting. We watched a movie and I went to bed in my old room not wanting to be alone with my thoughts.

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San pov

"You can do better than this guys!" Our trainer said playing the song from start again. I knew we could but we'd been doing it for hours now and we were just so tired. "Come on, one more time" he said.
Besides from dance practice we had to do vocals and some photo shoots, interviews and try on the scene outfits. We barely had time to sleep.
I missed Wooyoung, we hadn't talked for a few days cause when I came back to my room I always fell asleep right away.
"Hyung""
"Yea San" We were having lunch when I got a moment alone with Hongjoong. He looked up from his computer and turned to me.
"I need to see him"
"We're leaving San" he looked as sad as I felt
"I know but..."
"San"
"Please, just for a couple of hours, I need to say goodbye to him"
He looked at me with sad eyes
"I'll tell the others you felt sick"
"Thank you, thank you, thank you!" I gave him a hug and left.