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After a break the tour was back on and this time it felt even worse leaving Wooyoung. Our relationship had become something so important in my life that I didn't know what to do anymore. It felt like I had to choose between Ateez or him but I wasn't prepared to give up on any of them.
"I don't know what to do" I said and Hongjoong just sighed. "Are you ready to lose everything you worked so hard for?"
"No"
"And are you ready to let go of Wooyoung?"
"Absolutely not" I said annoyed
"Then you have to fight for both. If you're not willing to choose between them then don't"
                                     
                                      ******

Even the fans were starting to notice I was sad sometimes. I still did my best on stage, never disappointed anyone. But off stage I felt sad It was just so hard being away from Wooyoung. He had become such a big part of my life
I had thought about it a lot, what I would do and I only came to this one conclusion.

Wooyoung pov

I was moping around my mom's house missing San. He would be back in two days and it felt too long.
"Oh just please stop" my mom threw her hands up sighing loudly "It's two days. Just two days!"
I looked at her with puppy eyes "But I miss him"
"I don't know what to do with you" she smiled

******

This was it, the tour was over and San was coming home. My heart was racing at the thought of having him here again, butterflies in my stomach.
I took out my phone opening Instagram. The first thing I saw at the top of the feed was Sans new post. My phone started ringing but I didn't answer, I just stood there mouth open looking...

What did he do!That's all I could think, what the hell did he just do!I immediately called San who answered right away "What the fuck have you done!" I yelled at him "you're gonna loose everything San

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What did he do!
That's all I could think, what the hell did he just do!
I immediately called San who answered right away
"What the fuck have you done!" I yelled at him "you're gonna loose everything San. What were you thinking"
I was so frustrated I started crying.
"Wooyoung" he said calmly "I love you and I'm not going to hide that fact. Now that I published this my mangers have to deal with it and I'm not gonna deny it to the press this time. They can kick me out but I doubt it. Not with the guys supporting me"
I just kept crying. They were happy tears but also tears of extreme worry. What if they kicked him out of the group.
"Woo, have you read the comments?"
"No and I don't want to" I was scared.
"You should really do that" he said. I put him on speaker and started scrolling down. What was this? Almost all the comments were hearts and support. They said we looked cute together and that they wished us the best. I was in total chock, I expected hate. I expected them to boycott Ateez because of me. But they didn't. Of course they were fans who didn't support us but the majority did. "San I..."
"Can you meet me outside the hotel?"
"Outside?"
"Yes Woo, outside"

I got dressed and left the house. That I was nervous was an understatement. I almost felt like passing out.

I knew there would be press and fans there I just didn't expect that many when I came walking.
I saw the big vans parked outside the entrance, then the boys came out. San came last and I saw him looking around, probably for me.
When our eyes met my eyes started to tear up. I had missed him so so much.
He smiled reaching his hands out and then I ran. I ran past everyone jumping up in his arms. My legs went around his waist and I burrowed my face into the crock of his neck.
"Hi Woo, did you miss me" he said laughing
"No" I answered holding him tight. I didn't care what was happening around us. It was just me and San at this moment.
Just me and The Choi San.

The end

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