"So do you still wanna fuck?" He asked and I laughed "Way to ruin a romantic moment. But yeah I would very much like that" he smiled at me and I motioned him to come straddle me while I moved back to the headboard. He took a hold of my length and lifted himself up and sat back down on me. We both released a long sigh resting our foreheads against each other while he sat all the way down. I started thrusting up and he met my every move bouncing up and down whining and breathing heavy. After a while I could feel him getting tired so I held him down by his shoulders as I thrust up doing all the work. I loved seeing him so out of it because of me.
I thrusted in to him a few more times then I could feel him cumming between our pressed bodys. I felt his hot breath against my neck
"I'm cumming" I said trusted up a few more times then I filled him up with my cum. He looked back up at me and I tried to look back but the explosion that just left me made me blackout for a second.
"Holy fuck Woo" I fell into his arms as he hugged me tight. "Can we stay like this forever?"
"You mean you on top of me like this?" he slapped my shoulder and giggles and I could feel my heart squeeze at the sight. "You know what I mean"
"Yeah I know. We have two more days before I have to leave. The tour is starting soon"
"I know" he said looking sad then his warm and soft lips touched mine. We poured our hearts into the kiss and it felt so good knowing we felt the same way about each other.
After a quick shower we were laying in bed all covered up, Wooyoung was laying beside me head snuggling in to my neck and one arm over my chest while I was stroking his hair. I could hear his breathing becoming softer, he'd fallen asleep. I kept playing with his hair until I could feel the sleep take me away.
Wooyoung's pov
The next morning I woke up feeling San's breath on my neck. He was hugging me tight in his sleep and I backed into the warmth. I placed my hands over his starting to play with his fingers. How could I be this lucky. I knew it would be hard for both of us with San away on tour but we could make it couldn't we.
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When I woke up on Monday I had 63 notifications on my phone. What the hell!
I opened the first message from Minho. "What the fuck dude! Answer the phone!"
The messages kept coming "Why haven't you said anything, I thought we were friends" "How could you keep such a secret" There was a link to a news article so I opened it. My eyes widened and I felt a cold sweat. My hands were shaking as I continued to scroll down the article. There were pictures, pictures of me and San. I dropped my phone on the bed.
This can't be happening. We have been so careful but apparently not enough. My mobile vibrated and I saw an incoming call from Minji
"Wooyoung" she said in a low voice
"Yeah Hi Minji" I was prepared to be yelled at but she was quiet for a moment before she spoke again
"Are you ok?" I felt tears in my eyes, I felt sick.
"No, I don't know. I don't know what happened"
"Have you talked to San?"
"No, I just woke up and saw all the messages from you guys and then I saw the article. So I haven't had time" "You should call him" she said. Then it became quiet again" "Woo, You should have told us"
"I know"
"So why didn't you?" She sounded disappointed
"I guess I was scared"
"About what?"
"I don't know" I couldn't answer because I didn't know why myself. They were my best friends, I knew I could trust them but still I hadn't told them about me and San. "I'm not angry, no one is angry with you. We just wish you said something. You need to talk to him"
"Thanks Minji"
"No worries, now talk to him"
After we hung up I called San but there were no answer. I tried again before sending a message10.24 "San, are you ok? I saw the article and I'm so sorry"
10.26 "I hope you're ok"
10.43 "San I hope this doesn't affect you too much, or of course it does"
10.56 "I understand you have a lot on your mind right now but please call me back"
11.33 "I love you"
Silence, all day and all evening, silence. I went home to my mother's house and as soon as I saw her I started crying. She hugged me tightly and patted my back.
"It's ok honey, everything will be ok" "Did you see it?" "Yes, I saw the news this morning" "Was it on TV too?" "I'm so scared mom. What if I ruined his career""This isn't just on you Woo" "I ruined it" I cried
"No you didn't. San is probably as worried about you" Come let's get something to eat"
I was laying on the couch scrolling through all the articles. And the only thought that came to mind was he's gonna leave me.San pov
"How could you be so stupid! I don't give a damn who the hell you meet but getting caught is ..."
My manager walked around the room waving his arms and screaming at me. "I'm sorry but..."
"No we're going to fix this. You are writing an apology letter we can publish and we're telling them it's not what it looks like. I don't want you to see him again"
"No!"
"What?! You don't have any say in this" he yelled.
"I won't leave him alone in all this. He must feel like shit!" I yelled back. I got so angry. I knew I messed up but leaving Woo was not something I would do.All morning I tried to get a break to go call him but they wouldn't let me go anywhere.
"I don't care San. This isn't just about you it's about all of you. Ateez"
I didn't know what to answer to that. I knew this would affect the group and we couldn't afford it right now with everything that was happening with the tour and all but I loved him so much, I couldn't just ignore that.
"You can leave. I'll figure this out" he sat down waving for me to leave.
When I left the office I saw Seonghwa standing in the hallway waiting.
"San what did he say?"
"I'm so sorry Hwa, I messed up" I held my head low.
"Is it true?" I couldn't answer him. I had kept this from the group and I didn't know what to say to them.
"San" he gave me a hug "So it is" I could feel my heart sink. I felt so useless. "Is it serious?" I nodded and started crying
"You fell in love, you shouldn't feel sorry about that"
"But Ateez, what about you guys and the group"
"We'll stand by you" he said and I believed him
"I'm so worried about him, I can only imagine what he's going through right now. And all alone"
"Then talk to him"
"They took my phone"
"Can't you contact him in any other way?"
"I will. I just have to figure out what to do first"
"You don't have much time"
"I know"
I went to my room and laid down. I miss him so much already.
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Why me? Finished
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