Toxic | Hyunlix

IV.

"Felix, come on, I want this, because you're too busy and we never have time to go out, this is our only chance to have fun for the whole night."
It's been around four hours since we were outside taking pictures and exploring new streets with Georgina and she kept begging me to go somewhere and drink tonight.
"Fine." I sighed and agreed since she was right about the fact that this is the only time I could spend with her the most and that I couldn't find another day like this to do what she wanted.
-"Yay!" She got happy and hugged me. -"So right now is almost ten and the club opens at twelve I think we should go home and get ready and meet down next to the atelier, where we meet usually." She said.
-"Okay,mom" I fake smiled.
-"Hey!" She pinched my nose and we continued walking.
***
I got home and took a shower again. I went to choose my outfit of the night and honestly I didn't want it to be that special, nothing to catch attention, because I know there's still some kind of movie in my head that I still belong to somebody else.
I got dressed and put on some makeup.
***
We met down the atelier and headed to the club, by catching a taxi we were there for minutes. At first sight I thought Georgina wanted to go in a more casual club but we ended up going to a whole castle. The club was really big and luxurious.
-"What is this place?" I asked and Geo laughed
-"That's the best nightclub in Paris, Lixie"
-"it's literally the whole Disney land"
We went inside and to get in the club you must use an escalator and I've never seen something like this. I remember people use stairs but this is Paris, of course. We got in and sat in the bar area. Georgina immediately ordered and a whole bunch of shots were being made in front of us.
-"Girl, that's a lot, chill a little bit"
-"Oh, come on don't be a child, it's like we never done this before."
I got seriously scared I did not wanted to get this drunk, actually I did not wanted to get drunk at all, but Geo was my only true friend here and we deserved just one night like this one since I'm free, and I know that she's truly happy about it.
The music was really loud, which was kinda disturbing. All the club lights were flashing everywhere and there were tons of people dancing and drinking. Suddenly my head decided to travel back to someone else again and i immediately opened my pack and almost ate that cigarette by strong smoking.
-"Hey, careful, you're inhaling too much."
I did not heard her, I started zoning out again. I felt my hands starting to shake slowly. I looked at Geo and she kept blinking.
-"I can't do this.."
she looked at me with confusion once again
-"What did you say?"
I closed my mouth for a bit and looked at her.
-"Nothing." I smiled. She came to my ear and shouted.
-"Is there something wrong? How do you feel?"
-"I am okay, It's just so fun, that's it." I smiled and shouted as well. She gave me a smile back and pinched my nose.
I continued smoking when the barman served us ten shots of whiskey. We looked at each other with Geo with an exciting expression. She looked at the barman and yelled. -"Can we get lime slices?"
-"Do you want?" She looked at me and I shook my head
-"I usually don't drink with anything."
-"Ah, so u nasty..." she pinched my nose once again and ordered limes for herself only.
***
We entered the alcohol into our body by taking the first shot and honestly I missed drinking. I haven't done it in two years, modelling completely changed my actions in life except one thing of course. Nothing in the world could change that one thing. I felt like I'm loosing my breath again and immediately took the second shot without Geo.
-"Heyy! Why didn't you wait me?" She pouted.
-"Sorryy"
For the past three hours in the club I only knew I had to drink, speaking about having fun I am not so good at that, Geo definitely had a lot of fun this night. We drank a lot. Right now I am drunk enough to know that my actions from now on aren't gonna be picked until I'm sober. We drank eleven shots for the night and of course we were too drunk. I felt my body weak but I really liked it. We stayed there about five hours and we continued drinking until we reached almost twenty shots. I feared that we couldn't get home unless someone did that for us.
-"Feliiix" Geo shouted and laughed for no reason. There's two types of drunk people I fear. Someone who's this energetic and messy like Georgina and then someone who doesn't know where he is and stays in one place wasted as hell, which was me.
-"Who's gonna take us home?" I yelled slowly
-"I HAVE NO IDEA" she screamed and took the whole bottle of whiskey and started drinking. I widened my eyes and took it immediately from her.
-"What are you doing? We must go home now, come on stand up" I tapped her hand
-"I can't, we can't you know that."
-"I know, come on stand up" I stood up slowly trying so hard to not fall. Somehow, God knows how, we made it out the club and we sat on a bench. I felt really dizzy. I took my phone and called a taxi.
-"I FUCKING LOVE PARIS!" Geo screamed -"Shhhhh, are you crazy?"
-"Yes I am so crazy, look at that guy" she pointed with a finger on a random man in the street.
-"Hey!" She yelled once again.
-"Georgina stop yelling."
She stopped and looked at me.
-"What's wrong with you recently? Why are you so boring?"
The taxi came and I helped Geo to stand up even though I was drunk just like her, but it's obvious who's more messier. I did not wanted her to be alone at all, because she lived alone as well. She doesn't know what she's doing after all.
We got home save and Georgina immediately fell asleep on my bed. I went to get dressed while feeling like I'm gonna fall, but still put on some pear of pajama and then a fur robe. I went outside the balcony and sat on the couches. I started smoking again, I just knew my face was so depressing and dropped down like I'm gonna fall asleep just now. It's like this every time I get drunk. Does he have a family right now? Did he get richer, or did he get pooper, is he still there, is he happy, is he sad, does he remember me,or completely forgot me, I cried myself to sleep again and smoked all the cigarettes I had in this pack. As a famed model, the Eiffel Tower outshined me right now. Funny isn't it.