Toxic | Hyunlix

XV.

I wasn't the first one to wake up in the morning since I had a struggle to sleep overnight. When I woke up I was alone in Louis's bedroom. I laid for a while and when I stood up I saw Louis in the kitchen as I went inside the room. He was making breakfast.
-"Look how's awake. Good morning sleepyhead" he said turning to me with I smile. -"How do you feel?" He came closer.
-"Better.. better than yesterday."
-"I'm happy. You're calmer right?"
-"Mhm.."
-"Oh, you're still sleepy." He squeezed my cheek and decided to hug me. I hugged him back.
-"Princess, do you have free time today?"
-Hm? I don't know, I still don't know what do I have to do, but I think I'm not gonna go anywhere today, since the show was yesterday."
-"You're not?"
-"Yeah, probably, why?"
-"I wanted to... take you out for a bit.. only if you want to though, I don't wanna bother you, you could want to rest for the whole day."
-"Oh, no that's okay. That's a good idea, but I can't promise you, I have to take a bunch of phone calls to ask."
-"Of course. You're... a star after all." He teased me with a smirk. I laughed.
-"I'm not a star."
-"Yes you are, princess."
I smiled.
-"You're so beautiful when you smile, you know that... smiling fits you more than crying.."
-"You're so kind.."
-"I'm not kind I'm just saying the facts.."
-"No.. you are so kind, really. Yesterday.. I really don't know what I was gonna do without you. You made me feel so, so much better, thank you so much." I hugged him again.
-"Don't thank me, princess. You deserve it. Come on, breakfast is almost ready."
-"Wait me for a minute, I'm going down to get dressed real quick and I'm coming."
I got my apartment keys from my bag and left. I went downstairs and went inside my apartment. I went to the bathroom to get ready and got dressed. I closed the door and went back upstairs.
***
-"Crazy how we live together, like we don't have to call taxi or worry about distances, we just climb up and down some stairs and we're home." I said to Louis as we were eating breakfast.
-"Right? It's much easier like that."
We ate as we talked with him and then I called miss Johnson to ask her is theres anything I have to do today, because I don't actually, but I always have to ask her. After she said that there's nothing I can do today and I have another free day I told Louis that the plan he had will happen. I went back to my apartment, took a shower, got dressed and ready and we went out with Louis.
***
-"I just wanted to.. distract you from what happened yesterday. I don't wanna see such a beautiful person like you, worry about anything. I know your work is serious and you put so much effort in everything and it must be so exhausting, I know. But you have to keep it up. Don't stress over little things. It's gonna be fine."
Louis said to me as we were going down to a street.
-"You're right..." I shook head and smiled. He would never understand what exactly do I feel. I knew that, but I loved the fact that he is so nice to me.
As we were talking I asked him where exactly are we heading and he leaded me to a huge parking garage where he parked his car. When we went I saw him powering up a Ferrari and I looked at him.
-"Is this your car??" I asked surprised a lot. He laughed.
-"I guess im a star too, now, huh?" He laughed again as we went in. -"Just kidding... this is Paris, unfortunately it's so hard for a Parisian to be broke, princess." He started the car as it sounded super loud. He drove outside and started driving fastly as people were looking at the car.
I looked at him and smiled.
-"You like it?" He looked at me, but for a little bit too long.
-"Hey, watch the road." I laughed.
He drove past the Eiffel Tower.
***
-"Have you been up?" He asked me while parking the car.
-"Up in the Eiffel Tower?"
-"Yes, little one.." he pinched my nose.
I laughed -"No I haven't."
-"Seriously? You've been here for three years."
-"Did you forget that you're going out with a supermodel, that's busy all the time?"
-"Ohh, pardon, pardon your majesty..."
I laughed.
***
We went and Louis paid for the Eiffel Tower while I begged him to do that, but he wanted to pay.
-"Aren't you scared of heights?" I asked him.
-"Not really. Are you?"
-"Well.."
-"Don't worry we won't go to the top, somewhere in the middle, is this okay?"
-"Yes" I shook my head and smiled as we got in the elevator. I heard my phone ringing as I got it out I saw that it was my mom.
-"Hey mom! What's up?"
-"Hi sweetie, are you up to talk right now?" I heard her voice kind of worried.
-"Uh.. well not really, but what is it? Is everything okay?"
-"Everything is okay, don't worry. Call me when you can."
-"Are you sure? You sound weird."
-"I am sure, call me later."
-"Okay." She hung up and I starred outside.
-"Is everything okay?" Louis asked me.
-"Yeah.. it's just, it was my mom and she didn't sound really good, she could be just sick, I don't know."
-"Do you have to do anything? I don't wanna bother you we could do this next time."
-"No.. I don't have to do anything, don't worry" I looked at him and smiled. He smiled back and looked at my lips for a second. I saw him doing that. The elevator stopped and we went to see the view.
***
-"Paris will be my favourite city of all time.." I said as we looked around the buildings.
-"Mhm.. mine too." He said as he got closer and hugged me around my back. I turned my head and looked at him. He pretended he didn't see me and kept looking at the view.
-"Are you cold..?" He asked me hugging me tightly, coming closer to my face.
-"No.. I'm good." I said looking at the view.
-"Are you..."
he petted my hair gently. -"Are you.. hungry?"
-"No" I laughed as he laughed as well. He let go of me and went closely beside me again.
-"You know... this view doesn't impress me that much. You're the view that impresses me."
I looked at Louis when he said that and smiled.
-"Is that so...?" I saw Louise's gaze changing. His eyes sparkled as he was looking at me. He was looking like a child right now.
-"Why are you looking at me like that.." I smiled at him.
-"Felix.. you're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my life."
I blinked and didn't know what to say at first.
-"Your eyes.." he continues. -"Your face, your lips.. everything about you is so beautiful."
-"Louis.."
-"Felix.." he cut me before i could finish.
***
-"Is there any chance I could make you mine...?" He asked me so calmly and like a little child. Louis was such a beautiful soul and his gaze was filled with joy. Oh, God, fuck my life. I looked at him like a literal statue. God send me words, please...
-"Louis I.."
-"It's okay.. don't hurry, I will wait for you, whenever you're ready. You don't have to answer me now. I will wait as long as it takes."
-"Louis.. I'm going through.. a really hard time right now. And I don't really.. think I want to be.. in a relationship right now.."
-"I understand. I understand you, but I'll wait for you. Whenever you're ready.. I will wait."
I shook my head, not knowing what else to say. I am traumatised, God knows I've been traumatised and my heart is stolen long ago. I don't have two hearts... I can't use two hearts. I had one heart and only one man will be the owner of it until my last breath. Now I have to deal with another thing... trying not to hurt Louis.