Yours

8

ABBY

It's been a week; Work has been slow, and Kelsey has been hanging out with Sean, which means the date went well. so, I've just been hanging out at home when I'm not working. 

I'm currently laying on my bed. The Foster's is playing but I'm not really paying much attention to it. I finished it months ago; I just have it on for background noise. What I'm really doing is scrolling through social media. Currently on Instagram. I posted a selfie about an hour ago and people I went to school with have been liking it. I haven't talked to most of them in years and I'm perfectly okay with that. 

I scroll and see something Billie posted. It's a photo of her, Odessa and Quen. It looks like they were at a party. She looks like she's having fun and I'm happy for her. 

We haven't talked since the night she got to New Jersey. I've texted her 'hey' a couple times but never got a response, so I assumed she was busy and haven't texted her since. 

She doesn't look very busy.

Stop Abby. 

She's not your girlfriend. 

She can do what she wants. 

She doesn't NEED to text you back. 

I shake the thoughts away, like the post and continue scrolling. 

BILLIE

Tour has been crazy. Good crazy though. My fans have really brought the energy to every one of my shows and they make me love performing more than I already do. 

I'm currently sitting in my dressing room with Zoe, Quen and Odessa. Zoe has been with me for the whole tour so far, but Quen and Odessa joined when we were in New York, and it's been a blast with all of them here with me. I have a couple of hours until the show begins so we're just hanging out till then. 

I get a notification telling me someone liked my post. I have my settings set so I only get notified when people I follow back like and comment on my posts. Saves me from a ton of spam. 

I look at the name and see its Abby. 

Abby. 

I haven't talked to her since we got to New Jersey. After we facetimed that night, I realized Odessa is right. I was catching feelings for her, and I have to put a stop to it. 

Don't get me wrong, she's amazing. She's one of the best people I've met. She's so beautiful and funny and smart and so talented. And when we kissed, it felt so good. 

Okay, see. this is what I mean. There are feelings there and I can't catch feelings for anyone. I can't go through that again. 

So anyway, that's why I haven't talked to her. Instead, I've been distracting myself in every way I can. Tour is a big distraction itself, and when I have free time, I hang out with my friends (Who make sure to remind me to text her and of course I ignore them). 

I mean yeah I want to talk to her, I just cant. 

"Do you guys wanna order food? I'm starvinggg" Zoe says looking around at the rest of us. 

"Yes pleaseee this bitch needs to eat!" Quen says, putting down her phone. 

"Girlll you eat so much throughout the day, HOW are you always hungry?!" Odessa says laughing and making the rest of us laugh as well. 

Quen shrugs "I just like good food and when I get the chance to eat it, I eat it"

"That shit made no sense but okay" I laugh "I'm hungry too though so yes lets order something".