Lost in Lies

Chapter 11

Kim awoke at 5am the next morning as usual, his normal routine would have been to get dressed in some lose clothing and spend an hour in his home gym before showering, eating breakfast and starting his day. This morning though he felt extra tired and, even though he wasn't hungover, his head definitely ached. Maybe he could give the gym a miss this morning. Moving slightly to turn on one of the bedside lights, as his blackout curtains did a great job of living up to their name, he noticed something next to him and blinked. Chay was sprawled out on his front, his hands tucked underneath the pillow he was currently contentedly sleeping on, and the blanket covering the bed was pulled to one side slightly displaying his naked body in all its glory. Kim swallowed, unsure what else to do other than pull the cover back over the younger man currently fast asleep in his bed.

When pulling the covers over the swell of Chay's ass, he swallowed again. He remembered vividly what he had done the night before, the beautiful sounds Chay had made, what Kim himself had felt as first his fingers and then his shaft had slid into that tight space. He remembered soothing and calming Chay as he opened him up, only to be completely taken by surprise when the younger man had completely speared himself on Kim's cock all in one move. He remembered Chay being so responsive he thought the he could, and maybe would, cum just from his cock alone, and what that thought had done to him. He remembered making out in the car on the way home and almost feeling Chay up before Nile had coughed........ Nile!....... Nile had been there last night. Why had Nile not stopped Chay from following him upstairs? Why had Nile not sent Chay home? Why the hell had he drunk so many drinks that his self-restraint had slipped to this extent?

Kim had wanted Chay. That much he already knew, it wasn't a secret, at least from himself! But it was supposed to remain a secret from Chay! It was supposed to remain a secret because Kim knew Chay deserved better than him, deserved more than he could ever offer, either as WIK or as Kimhan Theerapanyakul. Yes he was an asshole, but he had always known that about himself, had always owned that about himself! That was exactly WHY, once he had realised he had feelings for his kitten, he had kept any relationship perfectly professional...........until last night apparently!

Damn him for not keeping better control of his bloody libido.........damn him for not keeping further away from Chay when he had the chance...........and damn Nile for coming up with whole stupid ass 'boyfriend' plan in the first place which had led to the current shitstorm he was facing.

Grumbling under his breath, trying not to wake Chay up, Kim swung his legs out of bed and walked over to the adjacent bathroom. He would get himself showered and dressed before Chay woke up, and then he would figure out how to solve this problem without hurting the boy he was coming to have feelings for.

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Chay's own yawn seemed to wake him, or maybe he was already awake and heard himself yawn...........it was way to early to be thinking about the whole 'chicken and egg' conundrums, especially when he had just had a night like last night. A night he thought he would never have in his whole life. A night with Kim, a man who he had dreamed of being with many times when he was just the unknown idol named WIK. Of course those dreams had not lived up to the actual reality of last night and as Chay moved slightly he felt a tug from his lower half. The tug was a little uncomfortable, especially at first, but the more Chay moved the more he became used to it and the more a smile grew on his face. That tug was simply a small reminder that he was no longer a virgin, that Kim had been somewhere no one else ever had.

As if suddenly realising something was missing Chay looked around the room. It was empty, Kim wasn't there next to him, and even worse that side of the bed was cold. Glancing over at the clock Chay saw it read 7.30am.........not super early but still early enough that surely Kim wouldn't have gotten up too much earlier would he? Chay had never been to Kim's apartment much earlier than 9am, but that said more about how slow he was at waking up in the mornings than anything about Kim. Thinking about it, every time he had arrived at the apartment he had always been the last one to turn up, Kim had already been surrounded by Nile and whoever else was needed for whatever was going on that day. Chay actually had no idea what time Kim woke up, or anything else about what he did with his personal time at home really, except the few bits he had managed to learn over the past few months and that was extremely little.