𝗗𝗘𝗦𝗜𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗛𝗘𝗥

𝘉𝘈𝘉𝘠?

"What did she say to you?" Sunghoon asked once we were back home.

"Nothing important," I lied. I should've known from the first lie that I became addicted.

I haven't even touched her and I was lying to Sunghoon's face because
I couldn't for the life of me explain what happened.

Ruka had violated the sacred grounds of my marriage.

She overstepped more than once that night and I didn't scold her for doing
so. I even encouraged it. Maybe in her world what happened was nothing but in mine it was something to me and didn't want to share it. Not even with Sunghoon.

I was sitting in my vanity pulling my wavy black hair up in a bun while Sunghoon undressed. As I stared at my reflection in the mirror. I began to perk up remembering how Ruka brown/gray eyes slid over every inch of me.

I felt guilty even thinking what I was, but her admiration made me feel good.

When Sunghoon and I first started dating he used to tell me all the time how beautiful he thought I was.

I missed that more than I could admit to myself. I smeared away the smoky eyeshadow from my hazel brown eyes along with the eyeliner and mascara

I wasn't as thin as I would like to be.
As a matter of fact, it was curvier than thin despite going to the gym at least five times a week.

I had thick wavy black hair and breasts that weren't nonexistent but they did need the assistance of a good push-up bra to catch a wandering eye. I admired my lips and eyes.

"She wants you," Sunghoon said jolting
me from my criticism.

"Sunghoon, we just talked for a minute. It was harmless." I remarked playing off his suspicion as paranoia tossing my makeup wipe in the wastebasket.

Sunghoon tugged his shirt off his shoulders.

"I could see it in her eyes, Pharita. She wants to fuck you, badly." I turned away from him fighting a smile as undid my shoes. Tossing my red bottom heels aside, I lifted myself off the seat

"Sunghoon, it doesn't matter what she wants." It wouldn't have mattered, if
I wasn't irrepressibly attracted to her.

I didn't want to sleep with her but I was curious and curiosity led to action.
I hoped for the sake of my marriage and my sanity that in my case it wouldn't.

People like Ruka were too caught up with other single women to even bother with a married one.

"love you," I assured him. He turned toward me burying his face in the crook of my neck lightly sweeping his lips over the column. " love you too," He said.