𝗗𝗘𝗦𝗜𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗛𝗘𝗥

𝘍𝘐𝘎𝘏𝘛 𝘍𝘖𝘙 𝘠𝘖𝘜

Sunoo was Sunghoon's P.I.

That explained why he was so eerie when we ran into each other at the grocery store. A million questions swam through my brain but my mouth couldn't form a single syllable.

I was too afraid to ask him anything while he was angry with me. I still couldn't understand why Sunghoon would rather hire someone than tell me that he didn't want Ruka and I sleeping together.

If he'd been documenting my affair from the very beginning why didn't he ever intervene?

Did he not care enough?

Did he really not love me anymore? Had our marriage really run its course?

As Sunghoon slammed the photographs dramatically on the table I stared wordlessly at them.

I didn't want to see the pictures but I needed to know if Sunghoon had any photos of Ruka and I having sex. The first picture I saw was of Ruka and I arriving at the Four star hotel.

The next was a photo of Ruka and myself leaving the hotel for pizza.

Then I saw a picture of myself nearly sitting on Ruka's lap as she spoke about the flaws in my relationship with Sunghoon.

There was a picture of Ruka grabbing the spare key that I kept hidden on the door Frame. It actually looked like I meant for her to find the key there.

Oh my god.

I saw pictures of Ruka kissing me just outside of the night club we went the last time. Pictures of us on the dance floor. You could clearly see Ruka's hand between my thighs.

The last photo was of Ruka leading me into the V.LP room before we had sex in the restroom.

"Oh my god." I muttered more to myself than Sunghoon

"Oh my god." I was mortified..

"That's all you have to say for yourself?"

There wasn't much I could say. Everything I've done in the few weeks was unforgivable. Even worse than my actions was the fact that there was nothing I could do or say to make him understand how apologetic I was.

Other than saying sorry but that only served to make me feel better not Sunghoon.

"Sunghoon it was just sex." I whispered trying to convince him with lies.

Both Sunghoon and I knew that was a lie but I had to say it to make myself feel better.

"You were pushing me away and she kept pursuing me. You've got to believe me when I tell you that I've tried so hard to find my way out of the affair."

"The only reason it would've been hard for you is if you love her, more than you love me. Pharita, your actions these past few weeks prove that you don't give a fuck about me, this marriage, or yourself."

"That's not true!"

I blurted out through a flood of tears and a groggy voice.

"That's what the evidence tells me."

"Sunghoon ..."

"Do you love her?"

He asked me. "Are. You. In. Love. With. Her?"

"I-I love you."

"That's not what I asked you."

I couldn't answer him.

"You were woman enough to lay in bed with her. Be a woman when it matters, Right now. Are you in love with her?"

"Yes." I muttered too softly