𝗗𝗘𝗦𝗜𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗛𝗘𝗥

𝘏𝘈𝘜𝘕𝘛𝘌𝘋

When I arrived home, I hoped and prayed that through some miracle, or bizarre chain of events that Sunghoon wasn't home yet or that he was asleep.

I crept into our bedroom and pulled
off my clothes and shoved them to the bottom of our dirty clothes hamper. Then I turned on the shower. Sunghoon wasn't in bed so maybe he wasn't home. Regardless, I decided to take a shower before he smelled Ruka on me.

This entire situation was so fucked up.
I was sneaking into my house so my husband wouldn't be reminded that he gave me, his wife permission to fuck a sex club owner whom she had crazy sexual chemistry with.

The more I thought about it the dirtier
I felt. Even still. I wouldn't dare take any of it back. It was just that good. Ruka had opened me up to an entirely new level of pleasure.

The only question plaguing my mind was:

How in the hell could I go back to my life as it was after being fucked like I had been last night?

I scrubbed my skin raw with a loofah, making sure to use my favorite body wash to remind Sunghoon that I was still me, that nothing had changed even though knew that was a lie. I lathered the shampoo in my hair, shutting my eyes while I scrubbed and scrubbed.

The memory of myself moaning as Ruka pushed her impressive length inside me the night before broke through my thoughts.

"Tell me you want me" I remembered Ruka rasping in my ear.

Another memory replayed of her bending me over the couch and spreading me open as she rammed her erection in and out of my submissive body. My belly and my sex clenched at the memory alone..

"Pharita, fucking stop." I warned myself...

The water from the shower poured down my back and through my hair once more before I stepped out.

I gasped too loudly when I saw Sunghoon struggling with his tie. My hand flew to my heart testing my heartbeat. Jesus.

"You alright?" He chuckled.

"Yeah, I just... I thought you were gone. I didn't see you in bed."

"Okay?" he said wearily.

"Let me help you with that." I offered, retrieving the tie from his hands and tying it as I did every morning.

There was an uncomfortable silence between us. I knew he was tempted to ask me about last night, but I was trying to avoid that conversation, at least for right now.

"So, how―"

I cut him off.

"Where are you off to?"

"To meet with Lee and Chen over eggs and mimosas. Hopefully, this meeting will seal the deal. Wish me luck?" He kissed me on the lips.

"I'll see you at dinner?"

"Of course," I said nervously.

Sunghoon would definitely want to know what happened last night and
I was nervous.

"Where's your phone? I've tried calling you and it went to voicemail."

Fuck

Goddamn it! How could I have been so stupid as to leave my phone in her possession? I didn't necessarily have to go to her.

I could wait for her to call Sunghoon Then Sunghoon could pick it up and I won't have to see her. Maybe if I waited a few hours she'd leave the phone at guest services before checking out and I won't have to see her at all. At least that's what I hoped and prayed