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~Kat's POV~
I woke up and realized I fell asleep crying and listening to music. Then I felt a cold little hand on mine. I looked up. "Ally you're freezing!" I shouted. "Yeah, I was outside and its snowed. I wanted to know if you would help me build a snow man." She smiled. I smiled back. "Sure but let's put an extra coat on you. and let me get ready too." I told her. She smiled and walked out. I realized my face had tear stains. I went to my bathroom sink and washed my face quickly. I got dressed and went downstairs and helped Ally build her snowman. I could see Chandlers house from where I was and I saw him outside smiling. And I couldn't see who he was smile at. They were behind a car. Whoever it was. I helped Ally finish the snowman's body and then went to get a carrot and a scarf and hat. She went to ask for coal. I looked over at Chandler again and there was some girl there. I looked down and walked inside.

Later that day I had realized it was probably done between me and him and I tried to make myself feel better. So I just thought to myself I'm better off without him.

Its been a few weeks and Chandler hasn't said a word. I was hoping we could be together on my birthday but he hasn't said a word and my birthday is Saturday. Its Thursday. I looked at a picture of a the snowman me and Ally built with all of us around it. Everyone was smiling except for me. I couldn't stop thinking about Chandler and so many songs on the radio reminded me of him. I guess that's normal though. I was sitting in my room. Crying and looking at the bear he gave me at the arcade. I smiled a little then frowned. Ally walked in. I've been trying to hide my sadness from her so I smiled. "Hey pumkin, what do you need?" I asked. "Are you okay Kat?" She asked concerned. "Why wouldn't I be?" I replied. "You have tears all over your face." She said wiping them away. "Yeah. I'm fine. It's just. Me and Chandler haven't talked in a while. I miss him and I don't think he likes me anymore." I say thinking she wouldn't understand. "Maybe something's wrong with him." She was smarter than I thought. Maybe something is wrong. She walked out of the room. I was lost in thought. I ended up falling asleep again. I woke up the next day. Went to school. Still being ignored. I thought about going to his house. So on the way home I was walking over there and I saw the same girl that I saw a few weeks ago. So I just went home. Homework, I skipped diner. I helped Ally and Earl with their homework. John already finished his and Tim is older so he helped me help them. I went upstairs and went to bed. Tomorrow is my birthday and Chandler has been ignoring me. This will be the worst birthday ever.

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