~Kat's POV~
I went to hold the hand on my shoulder only to find it wasn't really even there. I turned around. No one was there. I guess I miss him too much. But I've never cried over a boy like this. I ended up falling asleep in the same spot I did the night of the dance. I had an amazing dream. I was with Ally and Chandler. My two favorite people. We were at a circus. It was really fun. I don't like clowns, and there was a creepy one there so I started freaking out and chandler held me close. Then I woke up. And someone was holding me. This time I knew it was really someone and not just my mind playing tricks on me. I looked up and saw Chandler. I was laying on his chest again. I was still crying. He wiped away my tears and held me close. I didn't know why I wasn't mad at him. "Why have you been ignoring me?" I asked him breaking the silence. "I wasn't. Well I was. But its nothing to do with you. Well kind of but it's not your fault." He replied. "So what happened? What did I ever do to you? Why did you shut me out?" I blurt out a little. "I didn't want you to be mad because of this. I've been working on something and I couldn't lose focus. That's all." He softly said back. "Who was the girl?" I asked a little angrily. "What girl?" He asked not knowing who I was talking about. "The girl I saw you with a lot over the past few weeks." I replied. "That's my cousin Lilly." He chuckled. "Don't worry no one could ever replace you. I promise. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me." He smiled. "What was the thing you were working on?" I asked curiously. "A surprise, for today. I set something up for your birthday. Oh yeah. Happy birthday princess." He turned me around and I saw a bunch of lights and everything. It was a circus. And above it in huge bright lights said:
Happy sweet 16 Kat!!!
I covered my mouth and hugged him close. We both walked together to the circus and at the front entrance I saw Ally. She ran up to us. "Where's mom, and the boys?" I asked her. "They went to ride the roller coaster." She giggled. We all went to have fun and it turned out to be just like my dream on the hill. Except for the clown. Me Chandler and Ally all having fun together. I was finally happy again.
A few days later we were at school and I saw Chandler. He didn't meet up with me like he use to. He hasn't in a while. I walked towards him but then Jenna walked up to him. She knew I was there. She looked at me a gave me an evil smile. I was tearing up and then she kissed him. I don't know if be tried to pull away or not but damn I'm tired of this. He's driving me crazy. I ran down the hall and out of the front door. There was a teacher screaming for me to come back but I just kept running. I got home and it was just me. Everyone else was at school and work. I ran up to my room slammed the door grabbed my suitcase and started filling it. I can't deal with this shit anymore. I'm going crazy thinking about how many other girls would kiss him because they like him for his money. And his looks. Yes he was drop dead hot but the inside matters most and I don't think he knows how much he means to me. I filled up my suitcase and started walking downstairs. I realized I'm gonna need a note to write to my mom. So I did.
Mom,
I needed a little time to myself so I packed my stuff and I'll be gone for a while. Don't worry about me just take care of Ally. Let her know I'll be back soon. Don't let her worry about me. Take care of everyone while I'm gone. I love you all. Sorry that I'm leaving but I have to go. Just for a while. Goodbye mom. For now.
Love, Kat.
I walked out the door and ran to the hill. I looked out to find a place to go. I've been earning money for chores so I could stay in a hotel. I saw a days inn hotel and headed that way. People looked at me like I was crazy dragging a suitcase across the side walk. I guess I am crazy. I stopped by a weapons store and got a knife. For emergency. And then went to the hotel. I got a room and went upstairs to it. There was a pool but I didn't plan on having fun. Especially with me being fat. I went to the store after unpacking and bought me some food. Then I went to look for a job. I was set for a while. I got a job at an arcade which is something I love so I was perfectly fine. I went back to the hotel where it is now midnight. And laid on my bed. I heard my phone ringing and I ignored it. I was in my temporary home now.
