I give up

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~Kat's POV~
I woke up to music in my ears and I'll tell you what, that's the best thing in the world. I woke up to Three Days Grace blowing out my speakers as always. Its been a few weeks and my mom is the only one that's tried to call me which means Chandler has moved on. I had an idea. At that moment. Me knowing he moved on. I went back home. Packed everything and checked out of the hotel and just walked back. I opened the door. "KAT!!!! I WAS SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU!!!" my mom yelled. "Mom I told you not to worry. I'll be fine." I replied. She was about to say something but got cut off. "Kat? Is that you??" A small voice peeped. I looked up to see Ally at the top of the stairs. She looked so weak. "Why does she look like that!?" I asked my mom. "She hasn't eaten since you've left. She refuses to. She doesn't have much longer. I've tried calling to tell you." My mom said looking down. I had realized that I made the worst mistake and hurt Ally. I felt awful so I ran up to her. "Ally, pumkin, you've gotta eat!" I told her. She looked at me and smiled. She jumped in my arms. I brought her down stairs and made her dinner. Nobody asked why I left. Not a word. Good. I let Ally finish eating and then we were going to the park. "Come on pumkin" I told her. I knew she wouldn't have much energy so I brought some snacks and drinks. We got to the park and she started playing with her friends from school that were there. I just listened to music sitting on the bench. "Hey." I heard a voice say. I looked up and saw a guy. He looked around my age but I didn't know him. He had hazel eyes. Like mine. Blonde hair and it was long like Chandlers. "Hi." I replied. "Are you new?" He asked. "No. I went away for a while. To clear my head." I explained. "Are you the one people at school were talking about?" He asked. I looked at him confused. They talked about me? "I wouldn't doubt it. What did they say? I'm fat, worthless, stupid, what was it this time?" I asked. He looked at me confused. "No. They were all worried something happened to you. My friend, the first one I had when I moved here, he seemed heart broken about it." I looked at him. "Huh, I can't believe anybody even cared. "The friend, I told you about just now, he hasn't been to school since after the first few days I got here. At first he thought you were sick. I haven't seen him since." He explained. I looked at him. Who was he talking about? "What's his name?" I asked him with a confused look. "Chandler." He replied. But he was over me. He doesn't care about me. What if he tried to hurt himself. I can't let that happen. "I um. I gotta go!" I shouted. "Ally come on!" I yelled. She followed. I ripped my headphones out of my ears and started crying. My face was burning in tears. I was at Chandler's house and I ran straight inside without knocking. "Where's Chandler!?" I yelled to his brother. "Upstairs but-" I blocked him out. I told Ally to stay downstairs. Everyone looked at me as I rushed upstairs. I opened the bathroom first, nobody. I ran to his bedroom door and swung it open and there I saw him on the floor with a pill bottle in his hands and he was passed out cold. I fell to my knees. "NOOO!!! CHANDLER COME BACK!!! DON'T LEAVE ME! PLEASE!!! SOMEBODY HELP!!!!"everyone came upstairs and saw me holding Chandler in my arms crying over him. His mom called the hospital and then everything went dark.

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