~Kat's POV~
I woke up in bed. I looked around. Chandler wasn't there. I walked out of the room. He was sitting on the couch. "What's wrong?" I asked he looked at me and smiled a little bit. "I just. I don't know what I'm gonna do if I ever lose you." He smiles. "What makes you think you would?" I smirk. "You can do so much better. You're so amazing. I'm just. Me." He said sadly. I frowned a little. I plopped down beside him on the couch. I held his hand. And put my fingers on his chin. "You could never lose me. Ever. You're the most amazing person I've met and the best thing that's happened to me. I love you Chandler. I always will." I say lifting his head and looking him in the eyes. He smiled. We kissed and I went to the kitchen area of the apartment. I started making cereal. Chandler looked at me. He walked over beside me. "When I woke up this morning, I got out of bed and looked at an angel. I don't know how we ended up together but I'm so happy you chose me. I don't deserve someone as great as you, but I promise you, I am not complaining." He smiled. We laughed. And then ate. I walked to the room and got me an outfit. I changed and then walked to the bathroom. I brushed my hair and teeth and then walked out the door. Chandler had already gone to work on The Walking Dead and I was going to get Ally. What if I lost Chandler. It never occurred to me. But. He means a lot. What if one day his feelings changed and he just left me. I don't know why I have to think about this. Its driving me crazy. I got to my moms and picked up Ally. She wanted to see where I live so why not. I brought her to the apartment while I got my purse she looked around. "Where's Chandler?" She smirked. "He's at work. Come on. I'll get you some ice cream." I laughed. We walked out the door and got in the car. I drove us to the mall of Georgia and got ice cream. We walked around for a bit and looked at clothes and everything else. She saw that store Justice and wanted to look at some clothes in there. I brought her in and she picked out a few outfits. She tried them on. They looked cute on her so I bought them for her. We walked out and walked to the food court. We got pizza and sat down to eat it. "I already miss you at home." She said sadly as she bit her pizza. "What's wrong?" I asked worried. "Brett. He beats us. Even mom. She can't get him away. He's just like dad. You were the only one that could stop dad. Could you stop him too?" She explained. "I don't know honey, I don't want you to live in a place likethat. You're staying at my place for a while. I'm gonna do somethin about him though. I promise. I don't want my family to live like that." I told her. She smiled a little. We got done with our pizza and started walking to Clair's so I could get her some earrings. I kept thinking what if. What if Chandler leaves me. What if Brett beats my family to death. What if I were to be able to stop him but only if I get hurt really bad. I mean yes it would still be worth it but. I don't know. I got to my apartment after shopping and left Ally there. I told her to watch TV and don't open the door for anyone except for me and Chandler. I walked to my moms. Before I opened the door I hear yelling inside and then I hear a bang. Not like a gun bang but like something heavy hitting the floor. I quietly sneek through the door and see Brett yelling down at my mom who was now on the floor. I dialed nine one one on my phone quietly and walked in. "What the hell are you doing!! Get away from her!!" I yell. He looks at me and gave me an evil smile. "Okay. I've been waiting for you to visit you know." He said walking over to me creppily. I started to back up. "I missed you." He said sarcastically. I was in the kitchen By the time the cops showed up. I smirked at him. "YOU CALLED THE COPS YOU BITCH! YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!" he yelled at me. He slapped me hard enough to knock me down. I'm sure I have a black eye now. My mom was crying trying to get to me. I looked at her to let her know I was okay. What if something ever happened to me. Who would care though. I'm worthless. Like Brett told me. I felt a hot tear roll down my face. He was kicking me repeatedly in the gut. It didn't feel good. I can promise you that. I started to get up but he punched me again. He took out a knife and was aiming for my stomach. The door was busted open right as the sharp end of the knife hit my skin. I sat there bleeding trying to figure out what happened. I was looking around but everything was blurry. I tried to sit up but I couldn't. I felt peoples hands around me and looked towards my mom. She was being lifted up by people. So was I. I looked around as they brought me outside. I looked at the sun and then everything went dark. I don't know if I was still awake but I still was thinking what if.
