Chapter 6

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by _jaywish

by _jaywish

(A/N: This song for this chapter)

Later, I decide to swing by Yoongi hyung's studio. The vibe there is dark and cool, just like him. He's in his zone, working on something, but when I walk in, he glances up and gives me that trademark smirk of his. "What's up, kid? You look like you've been hit by a truck."

I laugh, rolling my eyes. "Thanks, hyung. I'm just trying to figure some stuff out, you know? I've been feeling off lately."

He turns off his equipment and leans back in his chair, arms crossed. "Off how? You look like you're in a creative marathon. Namjoon texted me that you met him. Went to the museum too."

I take a seat, running my fingers through my hair. "Yeah, kinda. It's just... I feel like I'm missing something. Like I can't connect to the music anymore. It's frustrating."

Hyung nods, his expression serious. "I get that. You've been through a lot, and sometimes it takes a toll on your creativity. You can't force inspiration, but you can explore what's making you feel this way."

"I know, but it's hard. It feels like something's holding me back. I want to write, but I don't know what to say."

"Have you tried writing about how you feel? Sometimes, the best songs come from the most honest places."

I bite my lip, pondering his words. "Yeah, but I don't want to just complain or whine about life. I want it to mean something."

"Then dig deeper. If you're feeling disconnected, write about that. Write about the struggle, the journey. It doesn't have to be perfect; it just needs to be real."

I nod slowly, realizing he's right. "I'll give it a shot. I just hope something clicks soon."

Yoongi hyung leans forward, a smirk on his face. "Don't worry, Jungkook. You're gonna be fine. You've got talent; you just need to channel it. And if all else fails, remember: sometimes the best ideas come when you're least expecting it." He says, taking my head and placing me on his lap.

"Thanks, hyung," I say, feeling a little lighter. "I appreciate it." and I stretch myself, almost purring as I relax on him, while he goes through his phone.

"You're being clingy." Yoongi hyung says.

"You pulled my head on your lap. You're clingy." I say, shutting my eyes. I feel light and cool.

He chuckles, the mood lightening. "Just don't take too long with the songs. I want to hear your new stuff soon, alright?"

I smile, knowing he believes in me, even if I'm still figuring it out. "I will. I promise."

We hang out for a while and order dinner there itself. As I leave the studio, I feel a glimmer of hope. Maybe I just need to embrace the uncertainty and let the music find its way back to me. And somehow, I know that even if Minseo is still on my mind, I can use those feelings to create something beautiful.