Marauders One Shots

Why Not Me? - Washing Machine Heart by Mitski

Regulus finally got out of that house, but what if he ran into his mother again?

"You can't hold me here, Mother!"

"I am your mother, Regina!" Walburga yells back. "You will listen to me!"

"I can leave any time I want!" Regina yells. "Sirius and Andromeda did! So why can't I!?"

"You have no one to go to, Regina." Walburga walks up to her. "Absolutely no one. No one cares about you. Not even I."

"Fuck you, Mother. I hate you." She sneers. "I will always hate you. I'm leaving and you can't stop me."

Walburga smacks her daughter's cheek. "I can and will." Regina holds her cheek and runs up the stairs. She slams her door and locks it so her mother can't get in. She flops down on her bed and stares at the letter sitting on the desk. She hasn't read it yet, but she knows if she wants closer, she'll have to. She stands up and sits down in the chair, gently grabbing the letter and slowly opening it. The first word she reads is, Regulus. Regina takes a shaky inhale and starts reading the whole letter.

Regulus, you can get away. You can run from that house. I did and I made it. You can, too. Andy and Uncle Alphard made it. It's time for you to get out of there, too, Reggie. And I know mother still calls you by your deadname. That's not right, Reg. You have been going by Regulus since you were twelve and it's time you get away from people who still call you Regina. I know James would love to see or even hear about you living your best life, even if it's not with him.

Either way, just tell me what you're feeling. If you don't want to run, that's fine. You still have me to talk to. But if you do run, Effie and Monty have a room for you and your friends are waiting here for you, too. They wait by the door or even sleep in your room sometimes waiting for you, and even if they don't admit it, they miss you and want you out of that house just like they got out of theirs. I know they'd be happy if you just ran and didn't stop running until you decided to call someplace home, even if that wasn't with them. So, just, please, get out of there and live your best life whether that's with us or without us, it doesn't matter, just get out of there.

- Love, your brother, Sirius

Regina smiles at the letter and stands up and grabs a suitcase from her closet and starts shoving clothes in it. Which is weird because she's a neat freak and hates when things are all messy, especially when people just throw stuff, but her brother is right, it's time she gets out of that house and away from her parents. So, instead of weeping in her room all day, she decided to get out of there, forever.

She runs down the stairs with her suitcase in hand and just runs, runs right out the door and doesn't stop until she finds someplace hidden. She then pulls out her wand and apparates where she's been many times, The Potter residence.

She smiles at the door before ringing the doorbell and putting her wand away. An older lady answers the door. "Hello. I don't think we were expecting anyone today." She backs up. "Come. Come in." She then walks to the steps and yells, "Kids! Were you expecting anyone today!?"

"No, Mum!" A boy yells back and Regina closes her eyes, recognizing it immediately, James's voice.

The older woman hums and turns back to her. "Well, then, what is your name?"

"Regi- Regulus. Regulus Black."

The woman gasps. "Oh my. Should I call Sirius down? Or Barty? Or any of your other friends?"