How does one come to accept a reality filled with stones? only those who bear a strong mind and the will of a dying lioness protecting her cub would survive, though having someone else to rely on could also work too. however, only those with courage...
It's either that or this will take years to finish. I'm near the end of high school, going to be in college soon.
I'm way too tired for a high schooler, this is not how I should be living. If I pull myself together, I bet I'll be living better, but writing will be harder for me. Experience, isolation, boredom. My sole dedication to writing starts when my mind is not at the best yet at the same time not at the worst.
This story for me, is worthless. Something made upon becoming creative after a night of crying.
But honestly I'll finish it if I can. Probably in years. The story plot is a mess, constant loss of dimension. If only I could mend my own mind man. This is so immensely, immensely annoying.
The blues aside. I'm just unmotivated.
I also need to re-read the manga despite already finishing it. I'm getting lost in my own concoctions.
And dw, the chances of discontinuation is probably less. I mean I'm still updating ain't I? Only when I don't provide shitty excuses that I finally might have deleted the app or just abandoned the account all together.
(And here's the snippet of what I'm barely finishing)
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This shits getting boring fr. Like give me a few years, it'll be fucking fantastic againT-T
It'll just be like... A few months of me resting:) you're free to remove this from your library<3
