Tenant's Secret Love

Chapter 93: Farewell

Dragging the suitcase blankly walking in the street has few passers-by, the heart is full of despair, I did not think that in Xuzhou, the city that gave birth to me, I would have nowhere to go this day, can not help but ask myself: my choice is really worth it?I do not dare to think too deeply about this issue, worthwhile or not, I have made a choice, and back to Suzhou to help Violetta to solve the crisis of the bar has become inevitable.This night, I found a small hotel near the train station to stay, but a night of insomnia, I control myself in the insomnia of wakefulness not to think, but Daphne's appearance still occupies all of my thinking, although our love affair is only a few months, but I really can not bear to give up, in her body, I have found a man also need a sense of security.I don't know how long it took, I finally lit a cigarette for myself, and after this cigarette, the window has revealed a corner of the sunrise, the dawn just came, but the wind is still blowing so cold!......The morning just came, but I have no appetite, with a resignation letter has been written to the company in a trance.When I was about to enter the elevator, Daphne also came from the other direction, we just met, but each stood in front of an elevator, I looked at her in the crowd, her eyes are still a little red and swollen, most likely in the crying through the night, compared to me, her pain is not a lot at all.I pushed my way through the crowd and made my way to the elevator that Daphne was waiting for, I stood beside her and called out to her but she ignored me and the elevator dropped at that moment, Daphne stepped into the elevator one step ahead of me and I followed.The crowd in the elevator squeezed me and Daphne tightly together, but in each other's silence two people's hearts have been separated.During the rise of the elevator, I wanted to talk to Daphne several times, but I never knew how to open my mouth, and only after a long time did I ask, "Did you have breakfast?" Daphne just looked at me indifferently, but did not respond, and finally maintained this indifference until we walked into the company together.I finally pulled Daphne, she looked at me coldly and asked, "What?"With my understanding of women, this icy coldness is exactly the sign before the heart dies, so there was a long silence before saying, "Let's have lunch together today, I think we should talk.""Good, I also think we should talk." Daphne finished by breaking away from my grip on her hand and then headed for her office.I looked at her back and stood blankly for a while before walking towards the director's office with the sole purpose of submitting my resignation letter with an apology.......Although Director Zhou tried his best to retain me, but I was determined to go, and finally approved my resignation application in helplessness, because I still have a few projects in my hands that I am following up, so I need a week or so to complete the handover of the work, and this week will be the last days of my stay in Xuzhou.At lunchtime, Daphne and I sat opposite each other in a small box in a restaurant downstairs.Atmosphere as expected as dull and depressing, I was ashamed of Daphne delayed to speak, finally Daphne opened his mouth and asked: "You have already handed the resignation letter to Director Zhou in the morning?""Uh-huh.""How long will it take to complete the handover of work?" Daphne asked as if she was trying desperately to remain calm.I answered in a low voice, saying, "A week or so."Daphne's expression turned agonized, and tears finally fell uncontrollably as she sobbed, "Lucas, is your heart really made of iron? Just from yesterday to today, you have denied everything and pushed me into the abyss, have you considered my feelings, and have you considered the feelings of my family? ...... They are the ones who entrusted their daughter's life to you ah ......!"I bowed my head in silence, my heart filled with a sense of apology, but at this time, in addition to changing the outcome, any words are so pale.Daphne looked at me with a hateful gaze, so I was even more terrified and apologetic, and only after a long time did I whisper, "If you're willing to wait, I can go back to Xuzhou.""Back to Xuzhou? ...... If it's a man, maybe I'm willing to wait, a year and a half is nothing, after all, I'm only 25 years old, I can afford to wait, but you're doing it for a woman, what kind of mindset do you want me to have to wait?" Daphne questioned through her sobs, saying."She and I are really just friends, it's not as complicated as you think." I defended."Is it? You touch your own conscience to say, you and she did not happen a little something ...... Do not take others as a fool, why she does not find others, but to find you Lucas, and you are willing to leave your family, abandon your fiancée also want to help her, this can still be an ordinary male and female relationship? ...... You say it!"In the face of Daphne's questioning, I can't defend myself, although Violetta and I do not have male-female love, but it is true that in the most decadent period of her life and she slept with her, such a relationship, can we say that it is pure?My silence made Daphne even angrier, in her anger, I saw her heart dead expression, and with that, she took out from her handbag the diamond engagement ring that we went to buy together some days ago, and put it in front of me and said, "Lucas, let's break up, and pretend that we've never known each other."I looked at Daphne, her lips were trembling slightly, and so was mine, but in the end, I couldn't say a word to stay because it was too futile."This ring you keep it ......"Daphne laughed disdainfully, "What, are you feeling overjoyed? ......Lucas, the money for the ring was from your parents, and now that we're broken up, you have no right to give me the ring."A stabbing pain in my heart, I can hear Daphne's words, but also remembered that I just returned to Xuzhou when I was in a mess, it was she who rescued me from my mess, maybe after I left Xuzhou, I would go back to the days when I used to be nothing."I'm sorry." I finally said to Daphne.Daphne said to me decisively, "No need to say sorry to me, I'll take everything I've experienced in these months as a robbery in my life, I just hope that you won't give another woman hope in the future and then destroy that hope with your own hands ......"Daphne finished her sentence and grabbed her handbag and walked out the door.I just sat there, lost in thought, looking at the engagement ring left by Daphne, for a moment I felt that my life was pierced, a thousand holes ...... Maybe there really will be that day, I will regret for their own choice today.......The night after work, homeless me, alone back to that humble little hotel, I bought some beer, to amuse the loneliness and bitterness.Drinking a little dizzy when I received a phone call from Violetta, at the moment I do not want to talk at all, instantly hang up, followed by a text message back to her: "There is something to send a text message to say it."Soon Violetta then texted back, "I'm still in Xuzhou, I want to have dinner with you ...... please!"I texted Violetta back again in my dizziness, "I've eaten, tomorrow you go back to Suzhou first, I have to hand over my work and go over in a week. "