(Johnnie's POV)
I didn't sleep, I didn't want to, I wanted to be awake and present the whole night. I held Jake in my arms tightly for hours, scanning over all his features, while my mind acted as a movie Theater replaying memories of me and Jake. I kept checking the time roughly every hour...
2:00 AM... I should probably go.... But I can't leave him....
3:00 AM... No... not just yet... one more hour...
4:00 AM... I need to go...
I got up from both the bed and Jake's grip successfully with out awaking him. I looked at Jake's face, and then gave him a kiss on the head, before making my way to the window and climbing out. I couldn't look back, I wanted to, just one more look at him, but I knew that if I did, I wouldn't be able to part myself from him.
What I would do for just one last kiss...
One last sleep with Jake...
One last time hearing one of his stupid dirty joke's that some how I found really funny...
One last memory with him...
My body yearned to turn around and go back, but my mind wouldn't let it. I needed to stay strong and not give into love... even though I so desperately wanted to. I kept venturing further and further from Jake's house, until I knew I knew that I was stable enough to dash back and wrap him in my arms, pulling him in and just telling him how much I loved him. I sat in the center of a grass oval, looked like a foot ball field...
My clothes smelled like the sheets of Jake's bed... it gave me closer.. comfort... but it made it harder...
Maybe I'll meet him again... in another life... in another form to this disgusting blood thirsty creature which I have been forced to be.
(10:38 AM, Jake's POV)
I woke up with out Johnnie next to me, I suspected he was down stairs so I ran down the stairs, only to not find him. I ran frantically around the house, I was running so fast, I'm pretty sure you could have mistook me for being a vampire with my speed.
"Johnnie!"
"Johnnie!"
"Johnnie! PLEASE!"
The feeling I dreaded wasn't true from last night returned...
Was that truely my last night with him...
Tears started forming in my eyes uncontrollably, streaming down my face with no limit. Not only was my house empty with out him, so was my heart, my emotions, my mind, my thinking spam, everything.
Ever since he came into my life, everything about my being automatically centred around him, and now he was gone.
I leaned up against the fridge, before sliding down it, the tears still falling from my eyes. This pain felt agonising, and like it would last for all eternity. I thought back to the words he said...
"But if anything happens... I'm gone, and you'll pretend like you never knew me, okay?"
But I couldn't do that... memories of us were burned into my brain, forever.
🖤🥀 A little note from the Author 🥀🖤
Hey beautiful bitches!
So, I want to do another time skip of maybe 6 months, but would you guys be okay with that? If I don't get comments on it I will just do it anyway, but I would like to know please!
Thanks!
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17/Oct/2024 (2 chapters in one day!)
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🩸~My Vampire~🩸 (Jake x Johnnie)
FanfictionJake Webber lives in the world of humans....mortals, living his normal life, oblivious to the warnings of vampires, but what will the result of that be??? 😘