🩸~My Vampire~🩸 (Jake x Johnnie)

Chapter 14

(6 months later, Jake's POV)

It's been 6 months since Johnnie disappeared... and my life has been hell. I thought I could forget him, I was wrong. Then I thought that drinking might lead to the cure for my pain, but all it resulted in were hangovers, head aches, and a house full of junk and empty bottles. My depression get's worse each day with out him. I stay up almost every night staring at my window, hopping he'll appear and jump through, bringing me into his arms and holding me close, never leaving me... but that's not going to happen.

My life was boring before I met Johnnie, Wake up, eat, film, occasional gym trip, sometimes a party, sleep. Then Johnnie entered my life and it all changed with in a day. My weeks were full of happiness, love, silly and stupid, but fun moments, and memory making with Johnnie... and it all vanished as quick as it appeared. My life turned from the best, to the worst, from its highest to its lowest, to a depressive, sleep deprived, drunken life, and no matter how hard I tried... I would never find Johnnie.

The first month was a lost cause of me attempting to find Johnnie, which I wasn't successful at, then the next 2 months were full of me being desperate, I was going insane with the lack of Johnnie. By the 5th month I had given up and started blaming myself, throwing myself into a pit of anger and frustration along with a mix of other unhealthy emotions as well as drinking and drug use, and now, nothing has changed, other then the fact I've fallen out of contact with everyone...

With Tara... with Sam... with Colby... with Larray... everyone. 

They all tried calling me, mainly Tara, she's been worried sick, and eventually, I just put my phone on silent, shutting myself off completely, even from the one social connection I had left, technology. My phone has sat in my bed side table for the last 2 week, it's basically it's new home, sometimes I remember it's there, but I don't bother to do anything surrounding it. I haven't even posted a YouTube video... great.

I groan out loud as I flop down onto my bed. Ugh... the realisation that over a million people were going to be worried about me hit... if I don't even post videos... then the'll get worried... people might think I'm dead...

I get up from my sheets and blankets, and walk to the bathroom, fixing my hair and throwing on some cleaner clothes, then I head to my recording room. I turn on my lap top to start a live.

As soon as the live starts, millions of people start joining.

'Oh my god! Jake! You're finally back!

Damm, thought the dude was dead lol!

AYYYY JAKE'S LIVE! OUR SCENE KING HAS RETURNEDDDDDDD!

Comment's flooded into the live comment section all talking and thanking the gods that I had back. I put on a fake smile and waved to the camera with my normal silly wave.

"Hi everyoneeeee! Sorry I haven't posted in 2 weeks, but don't worry! I'm not dead!"

Thank god!

Phew!

YEAH! YA HAD ME WORRIED THERE JAKEEEEE!

"Sorry guys! I just did a live, because I figured I should tell you guys that I'm probably gonna take a break until next year, so I won't be online for 2 months"

NOOOOOO!

NOOOOO! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE US!

 Most comments just pleaded me to stay, some of them were respectful and said it was okay for me to take a break and that they hoped I was okay, I smiled while reading those ones.

"Well, since this is my last live for the next 2 months I suppose I should do something for y'all, what do you guys want?"

Q & A!

FNAF!

FNAF pleaseeee!

Most of the comment's requested that I played a few rounds of Five Night's At Freddy's, so I did that, then after about 30 minutes I said bye to everyone... my last social engagement of the year... other then shopping of course.

I went straight back to bed, flopping myself down on it, as thoughts of Johnnie flooded my mind, I had given up on trying to push the thoughts away when they came, because I couldn't. He was everything to me, still is. I would think about him, Dream about him, re play memories with him in my mind, look at the picture on my night stand with him and I together. I turned over on to my side, tears rolling down my cold face and creating a small gathered watery space on my bed sheet below my head. I was everything with him... and nothing with out him. Like many nights these past 6 months, I cried myself to sleep.

🖤🥀 A little note from the Author 🥀🖤

Hi beautiful bitches!

I'm sorry that I'm making this depressing now, but I want it to be ✨Emotional✨

For the next chapter I'm planning of doing Johnnie's POV btw.

Also, I'm creating another book that will just tell you guys about any plans I have for books, and if I'll be away at all I will leave a note in that, so make sure to check out my profile and find the book so y'all can keep up to date with me :D (and follow me while your there please! It help, you don't have to tho! :) )

Byeeeee! 😘😘😘

18/Oct/2024

6:11 PM

889 words.