🩸~My Vampire~🩸 (Jake x Johnnie)

Cahpter 15

(Johnnie POV)

It's been 6 months since I've talked to Jake, since I've felt his touch...

But only 2 days since I've seen him.

After I ran, it only took me 2 weeks before I couldn't take the lack of being with Jake. I would watch him from his window once he fell asleep, but some night's that sleep wouldn't come for Jake... and every night... I would watch him longingly staring at his window, waiting for a presence of mine that would never appear... I wanted to tell him... communicate to him that I was there... but I couldn't, Jake's safety came first.

It was like I was a drug addict, and Jake was my own personal ecstasy.

He had me addicted, I wanted him so bad, and more then just his blood...

I wanted his laugh, his voice, his scent, his eye contact, his touch, his snores, his body, his hugs, his kisses, everything, I missed everything.

It was paining me to see him like this, I wanted so much to go to him, but I had to keep the dangers of that in mind. Especially with the Damien situation 6 months ago. 

I sat alone in an alley way crying, I tried not to do this... but every so days, the bottle of tears I hold inside would over fill, making me burst into hours of crying and yelling, occasional kicking walls and punching near by trash cans. 

Fuck! Fuck! FUCK!

I missed Jake so much. Being with out him was like someone first coming off a drug, except the desire for that drug never fades away, it never gets less addictive, and it drives you mad not having it.

I sat down and continued crying, wishing that I could tell him I loved him... then I thought about it...

He was a YouTuber...

I had been in some of his videos... THAT'S IT!

I'll make a song, and tag Jake Webber, let him know I'm okay, let him know I love him.

I decided that now was the perfect time to write lyrics, if I was emotional, then I would be able to express in full what I felt in my lyrics, so Jake could really understand I didn't just leave him.

I thought of my feelings towards him, how it felt like a drug... I would call the song ecstasy.

🖤🥀 A/N 🥀🖤

YOU TOUCH THIS ECSTACYYYYYY

I'm also gonna start working on a Kidnapped by Sam and Colby book, it's going to be short chapter, but long book over all!

20/Oct/2024 (SnC release hell week todayyyyyyy!)

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