Hoping.

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I canceled my plans 
Thinking you'd call me. 
I stayed up till 3 a.m. 
Hoping for a text from you. 
When I reached out, you said you were busy, 
You only reply when I make the first move.

I booked tickets for us, 
But you never showed up. 
You threw a birthday party at your place, 
But you "forgot" to invite me. 
And then you asked for forgiveness. 
When I tried to talk to you, 
You ignored me as if I didn't exist. 
Every time, I gave you my full attention, 
But you never gave me yours.

I was foolish to think 
That one day you'd finally see me. 
I hope you get the déjà vu, 
And feel what I felt all along.

-𝐛𝐲𝐀𝐩𝐚𝐧

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