Chapter 25

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Kyler's POV.

October 31, 2018 - 12pm

We ended up flying home a day early since the girls needed to get their fittings for their Halloween outfits, but it wasn't a bad decision because once I got home. I completed the song I was working on in Bali and am currently mastering the latest songs I had written not long after Kels and I broke up. One of them was more of a soft rock/pop vibe, while the other was more soft pop; two opposing vibes that show the same emotion of heartbreak and longing.

Kylie and Kendall ended up dragging me with them to the fitting for their costumes, trying to throw ideas at me for what I could be and we settled on me being an angel as well to "match vibes." They dragged me to a few stores and although my outfit was a bit more simple and stereotypical, it was comfortable for me. They also made me try on a Beetlejuice outfit for the infamous Heidi Klum party that we are planning to attend after our family Halloween shoot.

The Klum party starts later tonight, but mom called the kids to her house at around 3pm to get ready and get the pictures done, then get ready for the Klum party. Apparently, the older Kardashians are already at her house just hanging out until it was time to start getting ready. Kenny and Kylie are here at my house with Stormi eating the fast food they ordered for us and watching some Netflix show.

But me? I am currently hiding out in my studio trying to finish up the 2 songs I've been trying to get done. After these two are done, I just need to write one more song which should theoretically be easy, but my mind has been in overdrive worrying about these two songs, and also panicking about the upcoming VS Show in New York. Bella was only able to text me this morning saying she misses me and I miss her too. I wanted to spend Halloween together, but she said the show needed her on hand, so Halloween is a solo thing for me tonight.

The reception I've gotten for my last few releases has been going great since it's been playing on the radio almost every day, but of course, being a Jenner means facing some hate. There have been comments about the songs being so dramatic or that my anxiety is just to fake the people to leave my family alone. I'm not sure how you fake anxiety and panic attacks when you're being crowded by people trying to know every little bit of your life, but I've learned to ignore it.

 I'm not sure how you fake anxiety and panic attacks when you're being crowded by people trying to know every little bit of your life, but I've learned to ignore it

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Since I got up pretty early to go on a run and use the gym, I rinsed myself off really quick and went straight into my home studio to get the 2 songs done with. I already have the lyrics laid out and then also created the sound mixes for both of them, so now it's just a matter of recording them AND writing one more song. The two songs I got done were "right person, wrong time" and "How Do You Love Somebody," which were both written about Kelsey, but she doesn't need to know that.

So here I am, headphones on, mic on, and ready to record, but of course my house seems to be chaotic this morning because I hear Kendall calling my name from the hallway, and getting closer.

One thing you'll have to know is that I don't completely like having my family see unfinished projects of mine because once they hear it, they'll have opinions and once I hear those opinions, I'd feel the need to change something, make it perfect. So hearing her and what sounds like Kylie coming along, probably with Stormi, made me slightly upset.

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