Aapki Ardhangini

20. Bangles

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Ragini's POV
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Manjur nahi....manjur nahi hai hume Rana sa ki aap kisi aur ke kareeb jaye... Kisi aur ko usi nazar se dekhe jis nazar se hume dekhte hai...jis tarah se aap humara hath pakad kar rakhte hai hume nahi pasand koi aur us jagah ko le....Ardhangini hain hum aapki humara haq aapr kisi aur se jyada hai....Hume bta kar chale jaate to ek sawal bhi nahi karte aapse lekin jo aapne kiya hai vo dhoka hai...humare sath vishwasghat hai.

It is not acceptable... it is not acceptable to me that you get close to someone else...You look at someone else the same way you look at me...I don't like the way you hold my hand, someone else should take that place...I am your wife, I have more rights than anyone else...If you would have told me and gone away, I would not have asked you even a single question, but what you have done is cheating...I am betrayed.

I am talking like crazy while looking at the pillow where he used to sleep while laying down facing towards his side. I close my eyes to sleep but today I don't feel that there is anything like sleep in my eyes.My mind itself started recalling that moment when I had seen him without clothes in that secret room.

I open my eyes and shook my head a little to get rid of these thoughts. I change my side and sleep staight. But there is one problem, i can't sleep alone. I need him to hold me in his arms which vanishes every pain, every sorrow in just a moment.

I sighed

Then again i start looking at his side. I take his pillow near my chest and hug it tightly.

It gives me warmth.Within no time I fell into a deep sleep.

I wake up a jerk and see that the sun is going to come out soon. Before sunrise i went to take a quickly bath.As soon as I got into the bath pool, those memories surrounded me when Ranvijay had brought me very close to him.It was not that he had not touched me or my waist before but what happened that night in the pool was very special.But who knew that after that everything would change and he would go to someone else.

I am not even trying but this thoughts are coming constantly and killing me from inside.

I take a deep breath and drown under the water. I closed my eyes and feel the calmess.But when there is noise inside, even the peace outside does not seem like peace.

After a moment i get outside to breath and apply thick paste to my full body and wash it off after rubbing.

I completed my bath and soak myself with the help of cotton cloth. Today i decided to wear navy blue attire with golden details of petals on it. For the jewellery i decided to wear minimal.  I wear a choker,earrings, hair accessories and anklets with my waist chain, some thick bangles. and  mangalsutra is also there. Because I have never took it off till now. After that i apply vermillion in my partition and a dot on my forehead. I quickly wore my nose ring and stand up to left for courtroom

After leaving chamber, i look at the whole palace, as if my eyes are searching for him. But there is everyone except him.

I take a deep breath to control my sadness. I reached the courtroom. Surprisingly there is no one till know. I ask Lajjoo.

"Why isn't anyone here yet ?"

"I will ask first and tell you"

She went from there. I felt nowhere so I went out into the garden and from there a rabbit came running towards me.