Take You Back [ Camila/You ]

Chapter 15

Dinah's POV

"You fucking dyke. You're into Camila, aren't you?"

And these are the words I never wanted to hear. It's not that it's untrue; I just wish it weren't.

Regretfully, it is truthful. I am in love with my best friend. Camila Cabello has captured my heart.

And it is not a blissful sensation. Contrary to what television portrays, this feeling of love is not what would make me want to randomly dance in this city's streets.

In fact, I have spent the last five years attempting to avoid this feeling.

"I-I'm not a fucking lesbian, you fucking dumb bitch." I did my best to sound as convincing as possible despite knowing that even someone as stupid as Austin Mahone can see right through my lies.

"Alright. Just making sure."

Or maybe not. Stupid.

"Yeah, of course. She's my bestfriend. Don't be weird. And if I am into her, I wouldn't have pushed you this long just to pursue her. I would've taken your place instead."

Well I wish I could.

"Uhuh, yeah sure. Hey. I want a date with Camila this saturday, get it? I already texted her but I didn't get any replies yet. Tell her to dress nice and no mentioning of Y/N. Makes me fucking sick." Austin said as he dusted off his shirt.

"Thought you quit?" I smirked.

"Nah. One more try and if it doesn't satisfy me, I am out. If you know what I mean." Austin smirked back as his eyebrows wiggled.

"You're gonna.. try to have sex with her?" I nervously asked.

"Yeah. Got a problem?" Austin suspiciously asked as he stepped closer to me.

I don't like this at all.

"No, of course I don't have a problem with that."

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Y/N's POV

"This shit is a blast!" I tried my best to release these words from my mouth as I cough out the smoke from my lungs.

"You're such an idiot. I told you to take it slow!" Lauren laughed as she rubbed my back.

"I never thought you'd be the type to not have any experiences in smoking blunt. You're no longer cool in my eyes, Y/N. In fact, I think you're the new addition in my 'wankers' list." Matty spoke as he rested his head on Zayn's lap, who's deeply snoring despite the noises the three of us produce.

"You're not the one to talk, Healy. You're literally reaching your 30s and you're still in school." Lauren retorted, making all of us laugh.

"Hey! I'm still 22 and there is no age requirement for learning!" Matty dramatically pointed his finger on us, making us laugh harder.

Zayn opened his eyes to flick Matty's forehead before closing them again. "You don't even attend your classes, you plonker." 

"I love you, Lo. Thank you for defending me from this ogre." I smiled cheekily as I push my face closer to her.

"I love you too, Y/N." Lauren replied between her laughs, leaning her face closer to mine as well until our noses touched.

"Uhhh.."

We all snapped our heads as we saw a tall figure in front of us.

"That's a goddess." Matty spoke as he dreamily stared at Emily.

"Yes, and my girl too." I replied as I walked towards her, leaving them behind.

"What is all of this?" Emily furrowed her eyebrows as her gaze alternated between me and Lauren.

"Marijuana." Lauren replied, making me and Matty burst into laughter.

Emily furiously shook her head as she gave me her full attention. "Y/N, it's not funny."

She then took my hand and dragged me away from the three of them. With series of steps, we now reached the bathroom.

"Y/N, that's fucking marijuana. That's not safe!" Emily whisper-yelled as she let go of my hand.

"Babe, chill. I just took like 1.. 2.. I forgot. It's a small amount, okay?" I lazily stood, feeling the lightness in my head.

"So what? That shit makes you an addict! I do not want to date a stoner, Y/N. Stop this. That's the last smoke you'll have." Emily sternly said before her friends entered the bathroom.

"Hey, Em. Practice starts soon, coach's gonna start the roll call in a few."

Emily strictly locked her eyes at me before walking out.

I sighed and turned to the sink, washing my hands. I was too focused on how the water interacts with my skin that I jumped when I heard a voice.

"I didn't know that your type in women now are those who can easily control you and tell you what to do."

"Shit! Camila? How long have you been here?" I exclaimed as I face her.

"Long enough to know what kind of relationship you both have or will have in the future." Camila lowly spoke as she walked closer to me.

Dangerously close.

"Y-you don't know Emily. You- uh you don't know what's between us." Fuck. Why am I fucking stuttering.

"Oh, yeah?" Camila's face is now inches away from me.

"All I know is that you are a very care-free woman..." Her fingers seductively roamed my arm.

She now leaned to my ear, her lips touching my earlobe, causing me to feel the shivers down my spine.

"You're not gonna let her control you, are you?"