as time passes, you will realize that no matter how hard you strive to save your relationship, it will never work if you are the only one who intends it. you might think that you are the source of the problem. perhaps your shortcomings, weaknesses, or anything about you causes people to lose their affection for you.
after the separation, you feel your value diminished. that perhaps something is wrong with you that needs to be repaired. it gives you a lousy feeling.
however, time tells the best narratives.
the problem is not with you. it's in them. it's terrible that they're already enjoying the company of other people while you're trying to mend all the damage they've induced. not even a week later. that kind of occurrence heightens the wrath of being murdered in the back. they will initially disagree with it, but they will ultimately turn into romantic partners.
this is the most horrific sensation of betrayal. you may not be cheating evidently, your actions of claiming you only need space for yourself and then running to someone you warned your previous partner not to be concerned about are a sign of treachery. a lying traitor.
she might forgive you, but her fury would not forget.
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METAMORPHOSIS: WORDS BENEATH HER MATTRESS
PuisiHer upward trajectory in her buried words.
