41. Centrifugal connections

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I don't know what's wrong with me
Burnt out, lonely and bored
Standing there
Under the blazing lights
Blinding with redundancy

It seems that my ideas of affection
Are based off
Centrifugal connections
I could be anything
You want me to be,
But why don't you care?

Memorise every part of your face
Every crevice, every dip
Try to guess what pleases you
So I can be the one you want
But why don't you care?

I want to be the one
You find liking your every post
And laughing at your every joke
But why don't you care?

I want to be the one
You find near your block
I've spent the last few months
Trying to connect
But why don't you care?

I know I sound insane
But its part of the package
If you can't stay close to me
I'll come to you instead

I'll make you make you forget
Every other girl that came before me
Give me a reason to
Make me forget
What I feel for you

It seems that my ideas of affection
Are based off
Centrifugal connections
I can be almost tall enough
To reach your height
And be your Aphrodite

But why do you run?
When I'm giving you 30 percent
Of your marks
It looks like my ideas of affection
Tends to cause you
Cephalalgic reactions
I just want to appease
I just want to still be
Your anaesthesia

But still, you don't care.

I'm outside your door.

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