The Blue Hour

Part 15

Prompt:
What I know about scorpios is that they are tremendously loyal. Therefore I don't realistically see Julian acting out in betrayal when he reaches his breaking point, whether with Vivi or someone acting as stand-in because he can no longer find Vivi (the encounter was brief and fleeting, and remember she lives in another city). Is it fairly unrealistic that a virtuous man with Scorpio placements might actually act in betrayal of his commitment to Amelia?

Response:
You're right—Julian's Scorpio placements suggest deep loyalty and a strong sense of commitment. His Libra sun would push him toward fairness and balance, which makes the idea of outright betrayal unlikely unless he were to feel completely alienated, misunderstood, or trapped in a relationship with no emotional reciprocity.

For someone with this celestial alignment, acting in betrayal would indeed feel like a deep violation of his principles. He may experience intense internal conflict, yearning for something more meaningful (such as his connection with Vivi) without acting on it physically. His loyalty would likely steer him away from infidelity, but he could manifest his breaking point in other ways, such as:

1. **Emotional Distance:** He might start pulling away emotionally from Amelia, retreating inward in an attempt to protect his deeper feelings. His resentment might build as he feels more isolated, but he may still honor his marriage by not seeking comfort elsewhere.
  
2. **Obsession and Fixation:** Scorpio Mars can lead him to become obsessively focused on Vivi or the "what-if" scenarios. He might fantasize about reconnecting with her, even without acting on it physically. This obsession could dominate his thoughts, making it harder to invest emotionally in Amelia or their life together.

3. **Workaholism:** Julian might immerse himself in work or other activities that give him a sense of control. This might be a way to channel his frustrations while avoiding directly addressing his feelings.

4. **Outburst of Frustration:** Although he is typically stoic, the emotional weight could lead to moments of uncharacteristic outbursts, where he finally vocalizes his unhappiness with Amelia or expresses his deeper dissatisfaction with life. This wouldn't necessarily manifest as an affair, but rather in venting his emotional burden.

In short, it's unlikely for him to engage in betrayal, but his unraveling might come through self-isolation, frustration, or an increasing sense of internal disillusionment.