This is the kind of poems you all want to read,
A story of a little girl, a teenage, a young lady and a woman;
Aspiring to be liberated from an inherited mind ;
A mind full of stories and patterns that the brain refuses to swallow;
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I am always assessing and asking "what do i need to fix next: personality, character, self image, confidence or self-trust
I feel not loveable because i am not whole yet
or i feel only lovable when i have something to give!
Always reducing myself to some flaws as if i am the only flaw-full person on earth
I think of myself as a broken soul, a shattered body and messy mind
I think of myself as a collection of all the misery of the world
Always pushing myself to earn love, to lean and bend
Because they told me i am only lovable if i obey!
and I am wanted when i sit still and nod and only cast the word yes!
i wonder!
How would it be if i didn't incubate the thought of i earn the love i get
Who am i going to be if fear i never met
what would i pursue if i considered their opinions worthless
And i actually wonder when did "the core memory of i am not accepted" was planted in my head!
well it seems like i can't shake off the idea "of i don't belong to this society nest!
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hello dear friends long time no see, i really missed sharing with you pieces of my mind, glad i am back, i hope you will like the new collection of poems i am going to be publishing, thank you so much for all your support! i wish you all are doing good and enjoying autumn vibes! ^^
