This is the kind of poems you all want to read,
A story of a little girl, a teenage, a young lady and a woman;
Aspiring to be liberated from an inherited mind ;
A mind full of stories and patterns that the brain refuses to swallow;
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I am scared that everyone i encounter will just enjoy meeting me
enjoy the thought of the existence of someone like me, but just for one day
and the next day they leave striving to reach other stars completely different from me
there is always a brighter star in their eyes, a better idea of someone in their head
someone who is more satisfying than me!
i tried to understand for so many years the why behind the leaving
why i am never enough in the eyes of those i accept fully despite all their beautiful flaws
i am never their first choice, only an art in a museum they enjoy to come and see but never choose to take home
i am starting to believe in the invisible thread theory
of this right someone who will accept me fully
i have worked so damn hard on myself to embrace a better version of me everyday!
so now i am tired of listening to their words that are like salt put on my wounds, words like you are nice, kind and sweet but never the word you are the one i hoped to meet
i know i can't convince anyone to stay and plant the idea of I am worth it in their head
because staying is about being with someone despite all the circumstances that might push you away
my heart aches and long for a permanent companion
because i am tired of sharing my pain with those who will leave when the sun rises or when the sun sets!
i want those who chooses to stay when i give up on myself!
well i learned lately that i will never meet those who choose to stay
until i decide to leave first when hesitation in their eyes i see
Now i see those i encounter for how they make me feel!
i leave when i start to questioning my worth because of their words
i now the one who opens the door
i now the one who waves goodbye to all those
i now the one who say "nice to meet you" but we can never walk on the same road !
i learned to say to myself "i am someone better and i deserve more" and to those i say "congratulations you've just let a good person go"
well i can't wait for acknowledgement if i don't acknowledge myself first!
and i say i am Enough and I am Worth it always!
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hello beautiful souls, hope you are doing well, my inspiration kicked off finally lol, so i am trying to write more poetry, i hope you will like it and i count on your support!
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