my doctor . | royce love story |™

four .⚫

right now jacob was trembling softly, and this wasn't like him at all .

chresanto made him real nervous, everything about him did .

here was this find ass man, wiling to talk to him about having a baby soon .

which he really didn't wanna rush, but it was going to be a slow process .

running his fingers through his hair, thoughts of it being unpresentable he pulled out his double compact mirror .

smiling widely looking through each tooth, to see if there was any left over spinach dip eaten hours before coming here .

grabbing some floss out of his travel kit, and slipping it through his teeth cleaning the leftover residue .

placing it in a napkin, that he would soon throw away .

pouring a dab of germ x in his hands, rubbing them throughly .

i guess you could say, he was a little bit of a clean freak .

" hello jacob ."

being greeted by the god hisself, his insides tingled a bit .

" hi, doctor august ." jacob placed on a warming smile accepting his handshake

" you can call me chresanto, we aren't at the hospital ." he chuckled sliding into the booth

looking at his attire, it was nice seeing him out of scrubs for a change .

a light grey v-neck that fitted him right, showing off his tattooed arm .

black joggers that compliment his tone gluteus, with a pair of grey chucks to match .

just looking into his light coloured eyes, made jacob have sexual imaginations of hopping over the table and riding him till he was sore and tired .

picturing him sucking on his neck while pulling his hair, calling him all sorts of names .

slapping his ass repeatedly, while jacob moaned loudly .

" hello jacob, are you listening ?" chresanto asked waving his hand back and fourth

" s-sorry i got side tracked ." he smiled sheepishly

" it's fine but what i was saying was, i thought about it went ahead to give you the prescription ."

jacob did a silent happy dance, finally he would be able to have kids .

" it wasn't only that your estrogen levels were low, nor that you weren't actually gaining weight, it seemed this time the placenta ruptured ." chresanto stated looking at jacob sorrily

" that's-that's impossible, i ate right and everything ." jacob stated shaking his head

" i know it's rare that i see cases like this, what this medication is going to do is it's going to raise up your blood level to just the right amount, atleast pack in fifteen pounds and you can try again ." chresanto smiled

" does this work or not cause i don't wanna-."

" it works, i know it will ."

" how do you know, it'll work for a male ?"

" cause my husband, used it to conceive our daughter ."

jacob nodded slightly, knowing the chances with chresanto were ruined .

" well hopefully, it'll work for me ." jacob smiled faintly

chresanto smiled widely, staring into jacob's eyes .

" i'm sure, it will ."

jacob stood up dusting off the imaginary, dust everyone always thinks is always there .

" okay i'll text you, as soon as i start binging ." jacob laughed while chresanto chuckled

" alright, i'll be waiting ."

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" so your leaving me, really micah !"

jacob shouted watching micah, pack all of his belongings .

" yea im leaving, do you know how bad i long for a family and-."

not bothering to finish his sentence, he placed one of his many duffel bags on the floor filling the other .

jacob knew this day would've came soon, but not this soon .

he really loved micah, and micah loved him just as much .

but not being able to have kids with someone you love, he felt maybe it was a sign that they weren't meant for eachother .

not being able to have kids of his own, he knew adopting, would put a strain on the love and affection he would give the child .

" look it's not you its me, but right now i want kids and it's just something you can't give to me right now ."

micah stared at jacob, who tears stained his plush cheeks .

" just say your, leaving me !" jacob shouted slapping his hand away

" i'm sorry, baby ." he stated placing a kiss on jacob's forehead before walking away

plopping on the bed, jacob wiped his eyes staring at the large portrait above his bed .

him and micah .

climbing on top the mattress, he yanked it off the wall thrashing it into the floor .

sending glass shards everywhere, going into the bathroom and taking most of his watched out of the closet .

along with most of his shoes, taking it all outside and grabbing the lighter fluid from the backyard .

tossing it on the clothes, throwing a match watching his belongings burn .

he was even more determined to get pregnant again, but this time .

not for him .

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