L I F E (Lilia Calderu x Reader)

XVI

A/N: Thank you guys for being patient with me <3
Enjoy a short little time skip, sorry!!

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A few days have passed since Lilia's admission. I didn't bring it up or even acknowledge it. She hadn't told me,  she had just clarified it for herself aloud. I had no business mentioning a moment to her, that I was not meant to be present for.

Love scares me. I'm sure it scares everyone actually. The thought of completely giving yourself to someone, and trusting that they will keep you whole; it's frightening. It's a big risk, but it's one I am willing to take when it comes to her.

Love has no timeline, no restraints, no bounds. Love is unpredictable, and comes when you least expect it. In such little time, I have gotten to know Lilia as a whole. I've gotten to see the beauty of her mind and who she is. There is no doubt in my mind that I am falling for her.

"Y/N~" Rio's voice came through, a hand waving in front of my face to get my attention. "What's going on in that stupid little head of yours?" She asked, dropping down onto the couch beside me.

I hesitated for a moment. I've been present for all the intimate and important moments in Rio's relationship. Why was I scared to share some of mine? "Nothing." I waved off, turning back to the tv.

Rio leaned in front of me, her eyes brows pulled together. "You're lying." She stated, making me let out a nervous chuckle. "I know all your tells Y/N." She pointed out.

With a sigh, I leaned my head back against the couch. "I should know better than to lie to you. You've known me for over two hundred years." I looked to Rio, psyching myself up. "I think.. no. I know, I am falling in love with her." I mumbled, nervous for her response.

I watched as Rio's eyes widened, a grin slowly forming. "Are you serious?" I nodded, jumping slightly as she shot up. "That is amazing!" She exclaimed, pulling me from my seat and crushing me in her arms.
I hadn't expected such a positive reaction from her. I'm not sure why.. I just didn't think my feelings or thoughts mattered as much to her.

"What are you two so happy about?" Agatha asked, our attention moving to her as she made her way over to us.

Me and Rio broke apart, my sister moving to grab Agatha's hands. "Y/N's in love~" She said, Agatha's eyes growing in response.

Agatha turned to me, a slight smirk tugging at her lips. "Is that true?" She asked. I nodded and ducked my head. Having people discuss my relationship made me slightly flustered. "I'm happy for you." She pulled me into her arms. "Even through everything, I've always wanted you to be happy and wished the best for you." She said quietly.

I hugged her tighter. "Me too." I whispered back. Our relationship with each other has been complicated. But through all the ups and downs, I've still cared deeply about her. She was always my family.

"Group hug?" Elizabeth asked excitedly, the sound of her footsteps echoing off the wall as she came over to us. I felt her arms wrap around me, my body being transported back to her death.

"Kill them." It played over and over again.

My hands shot up to my ears, my body pulling to get out of Liz's grasp. "Get off me." I mumbled desperately, feeling as her grip loosened. I quickly moved away from everyone, my vision beginning to blur. The room felt like it was starting to spin.

My heart dropped as hands landed around my waist, my back colliding with someone. "It's okay." Instantly, my body relaxed. I leaned back into her, my hands dropping from my ears.