Switchdiiup

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Switchdiiup
I'd rather disappear than deal
I'd rather be a doctor then be a meal
I don't think I can do it anymore
I can hear the fragments of myself falling out the window
Ice fragments howling against the wind as I fall apart
Switchdiiup
Cant seem to remember how it happened
Everything happened
My particles switched across space and became a new object
I am not me anymore
I feel discontent in this body
Someone else has my particles
Give me back        Please?
I can't see the space anymore
I used to hate myself
Switchdiiup
I do hate myself
It's all locked away inside of me
I am expected to deal with death and life in the madness of the whirling of outer space
Help me
I just wanted to make a masterpiece     Be
Now Im stuck inside myself
Get out help me get out                      Frees?
Can't
How the hell did I come to hate myself?
I don't know it was all a Switchdiiup someone else has me
And I have them
I have them
Life and death and life death space and me
Where did I go?
Where am I in this darkness?
Someone else has me
I Switchdiiup with them
I am not a optimist
Sorry just not
I need my particles back
Tahnks

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