Beyonce is considered the best when dealing the mentally ill. But what happens when she accidentally becomes one of her worse patients caregiver
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I scrolled on my computer while robyn slept between my legs snoring all loud.
I went to my notes section on Roman and went through all the notes I got from the past of how everybody else described him.
I frowned coming to a realization that everything that was said about him was indeed negative.. nobody ever said anything nice about him but cookie.
I twisted my lips needing to have another talk with onika soon... I need to talk to everybody.
It makes sense on why he wants me and Robyn dead. From what I gathered he wants to die also.
He's doing it on purpose. He's extremely depressed and suicidal.
Which also means Onika is too. Aswell as Nicki, Nika, Cookie, and Barbie.
I felt myself becoming sad thinking about this and tears soon filled my eyes. I should've been helping her more, I was too caught up in being her mommy I should've been being her doctor.
I put my laptop next to me the covering my face feeling the ugly cry coming.
I failed my baby..This is why it's against the rules to get emotionally attached. I should've finished my job first.
Now the backlash is coming and I really hope I can help her in time. If Roman really does this he knows it's going to be over. That's what he wants, he's trying to get the death penalty on purpose.
Connecting all the dots had me sobbing from guilt. I could've prevented all of this if I would've just did my job the right way.
Robyn shuffled in my lap sitting up and squinted at me "What's wrong baby ?" She mumbled tugging me into her.
I wrapped my arms around her crying into her neck. "Shhh, stop crying mama" she mumbled rubbing my back as I continued.
"What's wrong ?" She asked still not getting an answer from me as I tried to calm myself down.
"Is it about tiny ? We can go get her if you want to" She said pulling back to make me look at her.
"You have to stop crying and use your words with me bey" she said wiping my eyes as I hiccuped.
"I-It's my fault" I cried out watching her face look more confused. "Our baby is going through all of this because of me Robbie" I whimpered.
"Beyonce no she's not." She said in stern tone "im not about to let you start that shit, no." She said turning my head to make me look at her.
"Bey onika is insane. She's a psycho. Her going through this is not your fault it's just how she works" she told me and is shook my head.
"No Robbie, I was being her mommy too much instead of her doctor." I said "I could've fixed this before it got this bad."
