AN AUTANMAMA BOOKS COLLECTION
A BOOK WRITTEN BY: Khadyjatt
CONTRITE HEARTS
CHAPTER-THIRTY
Everyone talked about relationships heartbreak as though they are the worst thing that can happen but then the sad reality is that friendship heartbreak hurt the most watching your favorite person completely oblivious about you, setting boundaries and acting like you don't matter, she do know friends come and go but she never thought that would happened to her friendship with Hudah.
The worst thing is really watching someone you called bestfriend replacing you with someone , it really suck that longtime friendship will hurt someone more than an enemy will do.
Silently staring at her reflection in the mirror Aisha deliberate going to the cocktail party or not, the last 2months was quiet and peaceful, only with slight turbulence that she expect to be there, her relationship with munirah solid while she battle little depression internally because she feel a heavy weight of guilt about Kareem's identity,
Munirah's health has always been the pending issue while Abdullahi try as much as he can to pleased her,
With her broken friendship with Hudah she feel alone some days she wants to complain about the petty things abdul do to her but no one to listen to her and support her despite knowing she's wrong, even when Hudah come for zainab wedding 2 days ago they met at the henna party and she confronted her but Hudah reply were bitter.
"We are neither on good terms or bad. We are no longer anything."
Where her exact words very short yet with a heavy impact that slashes Aisha's heart, today she wakes up tired aside that bored, not only that she find herself suffocating with this pounding guilt of lying about Kareem's identity,
Why?
Because she ran into yahya's bestfriend 4days ago at the mall and he didn't look much at Kareem despite his condition for him to tell that he's his bestfriend son, because despite the little boys condition anyone that knows Yahya could tell he's his son,
he was open to her that he knows what happened that night because yahya told him, she felt betrayed, hurt and angry over the dead man, what she thought was a secret now isn't one, even though ziyad promised to keep it to himself as he does all those years Aisha fear for the worst, the future always turn out unpredictable and that leave an empty space of guilt in her heart,
Should she tell Abdul?
She has thought several times, she has reason and mull it over and over but it doesn't seems right to tell him, they are building a healthy relationship, he trust her and all she is afraid this might caused a lifetime change or perhaps be the reason this marriage would end.
The blaring of the door bell is what gained her attention snapping her back to reality, she quickly exit the bedroom and head to the parlor opening the door widely.
"You are not done?"Abdullahi ask entering the apartment.
"It's just my make up I'm getting it done,
How's Niinii's health?"Aisha since she was told yesterday that munirah was at the hospital even though she assure her when they talked it wasn't anything serious but she doubts so.
"She's fine,
She's also going she doesn't want to listen,
Here is this bag, she ordered it for you both,"he says dropping the bag pack on the couch and Aisha grab it inspectively.
"This are nice I think it's the one she was talking about from ARAB ANGEL right?"
"I don't know
Even if it's Arab baby please get it done let's go."he says and Aisha chuckle, she love happy Abdullahi, she loves how her matrimonial house is, even though he didn't say he love her atleast he treat her right, he care about her and create time for her, he's doing all the actions that point out to love so saying it doesn't matter to her, she wants to be with this man that's all that matters.
